The Fecundity Of Time

At times i wonder, how exactly does my life work or am I even aware that I am alive and living my life in a particular way? It feels strange to reflect back upon my life so far and undergo a shocking journey through the passage of time. I mean, who would believe it is the same me who had undergone all those changes in that short intervals of time. It feels as if I have been changing selves all through my life – like that larva or even a snake which keeps on wearing and breaking free of various skins only to leave a dead carcass with a whole new skin with numerous colors upon the new scales.

So, what instills me to cause such huge changes? What motivates me to dive inside new situations right away? Aren't people usually uncomfortable with changes? How come i have had such a smooth way? But it wasn't smooth altogether. It has been one ride- full of intense sways. If only I had not been born with this basic impulse to follow my heart –and have that faith in its whatever way. At times I land up in strange valleys, some journeys take me to hilly ways. Each time i wonder, is it the right way? Or should i have stayed in that before, at least  it had that comfort of a common day.

And yet, its intensities that thrill me.. i somehow find out new ways – to be happy and feel good about life - To carve out my very own way. Those forests at times seem scary. So do those strange new places with cold days. But can life be any better than being in new situations and facing new challenges every day? True, not all like such changes. Many prefer their own fixed dimensions to stay. Yet, i believe in expanding.- expanding my spirit to all mystical rays.

So, there are some good experiences and some bad lessons too. Some people are very helpful. Some can drive your patience and life away. And yet, what is ecstatic is the intoxicant stage- the phase when you struggle to get up – and there you see that faint dusky ray. And there you lie all calm in the arms of night - Waiting for that dawn with a faint moon in sight. And there you wait for each morning and each evening. As every moment has its own stage. And you become both an actor and spectator. You become your very own creator. It is bliss to glide along with every moment. It is heaven right in this moment – this very way.

Or if you don’t like it still. Then better give your life a chance. After all, it is possible, to give every melody a little prance. And life becomes a huge stage – meant to be full of actions and sensations. Jump down from a mountain or sit back and have hallucinations. Dive deep into a river and flow with it to unknown destination.  Universe is bountiful of beauty. It is worth it to give a try to every possible way.

So I guess, the time is indeed some entity to either walk along or watch it glide past your way. So smile and change as required. Or the time would keep you at bay. Life is all about grabbing opportunities and expanding your own horizons - To travel to endless places and explore universal emotions. There in that outside, you undergo a journey all inside to your soul. There you find differences and similarities, there you feel the happiness so pure. You step out and drink that nectar out of that hilly spring. Feel the windy jolts and wonder at the beauty it brings. And in change one finds the only stability - To keep that insecurity away. And there one attains his entity to feel whole and be one with that moony ray. 

Mystical Wanderer