While trekking through those cliffs I at
times wonder, is it all worth it – encountering nature, nature’s plunder;
making myself vulnerable to death even more, facing all those torments of
thunder. But then when I see those lights – the red and blue thunder, I get a
strange peace – in that voice of wonder. I feel that thrill , that ecstasy of
the sound. I feel I am to no one – bound. Yeah, that freedom has its own
beauty. Aah this lust for being free, free both from soul and body.
It is when I think about those moments so
mundane – everyday the same game, same waking up – though in protective womb. But
there is always a possibility of some bomb. But imagine the same getting up and
eating, going to same places, same boring meetings. Where is the fun in it –
that burger you may catch or that one moment so fleeting? Where is that breath
of relief – after trekking to those cliffs so isolating.
I can’t live without mountains – the rivers
the freedom they provide. I won’t call myself rootless, it is nature that I always desire. Not that I can live without people. I know they have their own
importance- but it is mundane that suffocates me- the daily routine that I always want to shun. I just can’t handle this concept of a schedule –clutching
yourself to that man made time. I want to flow with natural time’s own rhyme.
It is those heights that make me realize
the meaning of my existence – which is not very immense. I might be a part of
this entire cosmos, but from there high above – I am just a dot – hidden in
some mountain floss.
Ever seen the entire city from that window
of a plane? It is just blocks of green and brown – all scattered in various
plots of a video game. No human is visible from that height. Just blocks of
buildings – in some dotted sight. A few kilometers and we become invisible to
the world. And imagine we have such high notions of ourselves in some bed all
curled.
I wonder where those furs and diamonds go
then when I look from that height? No
tiles visible , not even that kid smiling from some ride. No proof of life at
all, except maybe a line of lights. For that you need to fly at night – and
look real close to see that road of some sight – with a traffic turned all
mobile.
But then are we just those cars or roads or
even those patches? Are we those dancing people – lost in obliviousness –
smoking chillums on some hilly sides? Who are we? What are we here for? What is
the purpose of our life – is it to create our own strife? Yeah, we are now
aware of many diseases - some are even cured i have heard. But wasn't there a
news for some new killer disease the other day – or so I heard.
I ask, what are we running from or rather,
what is it we are running for? Money could be a possible answer. But that is
what I find all wrong. True, it has huge significance. How else do u expect to
have some system in a world. But it becoming a purpose of life – that is what
is the wrong turn.
And then I trek above only to reach yet
another height. I look below at that world I keep leaving behind. But don’t I return to the same world again. And that is the world that brings any food at
this height. I think everything is fine.
Everyone should choose their own choice.
For me it is here – these repeated heights. I find bliss beside rivers and seas
and even forests’ nights. I love nature and the desire it instills inside. I like those mansions too- but yes, of time
passed by. those monuments and their transcendence – in some other time – some
other rhyme. I love to get lost in those illusions – of me as a nature goddess
or some princess on flight – all living so free in some other time – passed or
yet to come bye.
Who knows it is all truth that comes to my
head – in those instances of imaginations. Or maybe they are all my creations of
illusions in times of seclusion. But they work for me nevertheless – those
flights of imagination and yes these creations. And I find thrill while letting
those rivers flow by me – with me lying below on those pebbles – all chilled
so free.
Mystical Wanderer
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