I am who I am. should I?

At the time of my puberty i developed into a person who believed in being who she was. ‘i am what i am and i will remain the same no matter who comes or what happens’. Life became a huge battle for me then as the world was not able to digest my honesty and ultimately i used to suffer. Not that i had regrets but the pain of your closed ones in pain just because you were so honest or you wanted to remain who you were.

As i grew up into who i am now, i realized that life would become a war if not coordinated with the ambience. Just like various puzzles need various shapes of blocks to become complete, in each of my life’s picture, i was expected to change my mould in order to gel in. With me getting stubborn to remain in the same shape, it would have been impossible for any of my pictures leaving apart one or two, to become complete and a picture perfect.

Hence, i learned the art of fluidity. In order to be one with the cosmos, you need to become cosmos. And the cosmos has many shades. Each role has different color and this is what life is all about – costumes and skins. Its like music where every quarter hour has different raga. It is like sky, where each climate and time has a unique and vibrant shade.

Life can’t be lived only for yourself. One has to become selfish enough to make the world as one’s self. Only then one begets happiness. What fun it is to be in a vacuum when there awaits waves, wind and all those tiny emotions where love lies with all its intensities.

True, there is drama but isn’t life a theatre too. All you need is to live like in an act and to act like in life. Success awaits you then with all its pleasures. But mind ya, don’t forget to shed your act’s tears. They are significant too. 

open your arms. the world is yours and you are the world. the entire cosmos is waiting to hug you back. listen to its music and dance with all of its moods in all of your shades. explore yourself. get lost in the ecstatic mystery of moon drowning in the shades of red night.

- mystical wanderer