Thought Loops as Dimensional Spheres
Some thoughts trap us, others uplift us.
What if looping thoughts are spirals - we keep rotating
through until integration?
Growing up, I knew someone who used to tell a single
incident to many people – again and again – word to word. That used to bother
me a lot. For I used to be the first audience of such talks and it used to feel
rather off-putting – the need of the speaker to tell the same thing to not just
one more but many more people!
Years later, I now realize the purpose of it. Not that I
support it. I am an introvert and share my life incidents rarely with anyone.
And even then, those are well selected, cropped and shared as a gist. Still, I
do get the other side as well.
There are people who simply can’t process many emotions. And
even after sharing once, the emotions or the memories of any good or bad
incidents remain imprinted in their minds and they get played again and again.
Hence those people continue sharing with whoever they interact with. Until,
either the story itself loses its power. Or else, they find a right solution to
it – after sharing it with so many people and getting to know their reaction or
view point about it.
And just because you don’t share with others, doesn’t mean
that you don’t have such cyclic thoughts in your own head. Each of us has so
many voices and perspectives right within our minds. Plus, our state of mind
too changes with environment, roles, time of the day, weather, company,
exposure, things we read or watch and so on.
So, maybe, the same kind of processing happens right within
the mind itself where the mind looks at the same incident through multiple
angles, from many perspectives and of course at various timelines.
Maybe that’s what an overthinker does. He/she thinks about
the same thing again and again until either a solution is reached or else, the
thought has run its course and the person experiences catharsis.
It’s the same like a washing machine – where clothes keep on
revolving in soapy water, then clean water, then dryer – until they get cleaned
and dried.
It’s the same like a blender – where the fruits keep on
getting churned until turned into a smoothy or a juice and separated from the
pulp.
It’s the same like a black hole where all stars eventually
end up and all cosmic debris closest to it – gets sucked in – and they all keep
on getting processed – until new stars are born through the other end.
Maybe our minds, life, various timelines, each thought, each
individual, each dimension – we all are somewhere same like stars – burning
with magic, processing energies and dying and rebirthing; always changing,
processing, churning!
Yet, it is crucial to identify which thought processes are
worth getting into. Not all stories lead to evolutions. Few are same like black
holes, only, they drown us in their complications instead of providing us with
a rebirth.
People stay entangled in low level activities and thoughts
like gossip, other people, drama, who did what, who said what, who acted like
what! While many of these observations can help us select right people for our
life; yet many such things can complicate relationships and take us totally
off-path from the real purpose of our life!
At any given point, we stand in the lobby containing
numerous doorways opening into various thoughts’ passages… few open into past,
few into future… few contain nostalgia, few fears and anxieties… there are
those that take us to our fantasies… those that remind us of our dreams… those
that remind us of love and other emotions… those that connect us to our loved
ones… maybe a special doorway always kept open for it takes you to your pets or
animals you ever loved…
Numerous doorways… numerous emotions…numerous choices,
paths, memories, ideas, strategies, desires, destinies!
Thoughts have the power to take a soul beyond 3D. Thoughts
have the power to make one a vegetable or keep one in 2 D. It’s all about
perspective. All about mindful thinking.
How to be more aware then of these processes?
There’s a series I watched called ‘Lucifer’. Lucifer was the
angel or king of hell. His beloved was a human lady. Together they entered hell
to attain something out of it. There were numerous passages there comprising of
people undergoing their own thought loops as their personal hells. The
challenge for Lucifer and his girlfriend was to not lose themselves as they
entered few of these loops. The process not only helped them help those
individuals step out of their hell by reaching the root cause of it but also
taught both Lucifer and his girl how to not get indulged yet help out those
souls.
Probably, that’s how psychiatrists help other humans. By not
taking anything personally. By not indulging, instead directing the people to
doors on their own. The people themselves reach the roots of their issues. They
themselves open those doors and they on their own shut things that no more need
their attention any more. The task of shrinks is to simply guide them or stay
with them as a lamp or a light upon their path.
Possibly, that’s how we should navigate our minds as well.
Knowing that each thought is but the tip of the glacier. Is but the opening
point of a long tunnel. And to tread mindfully. Choosing which tunnels need us
to actually walk through them to reach to our next spot. And which are simply
distractions from our life path. It’s similar to ‘Snakes and ladders!’
In Tarot cards, there is a card called ‘Five of cups’. There
is man sitting below a tree in it and he has total five cups around him. Three
cards in front are empty and fallen down. Two behind him are full and intact.
The man sit extremely sadly facing the fallen cups. Cups represent our
emotions, water energy. It’s our connections or feelings. The three fallen cups
represent love he has lost or disappointments in relationships or connections
that he has lost. The two cups still standing represent those connections that
he still has in his life, people who have remained loyal to him. The man’s
focus is however upon love lost instead of connections he can still count upon.
This one card is super powerful. It not only expresses a
person’s mind state – if it is negative or positive; but it also impacts all
upcoming energies. If the person continues to focus upon lacks, he would
continue meeting with failures. Even opportunities would seem upside down.
However, if he would instead focus upon what he has left and be grateful for
that instead for after-all those remaining connections remained loyal and stood
by despite of the test of time; he can actually prosper more than. For then,
gratefulness would help me attain better connections and that too of the same
good quality with loyalty.
The same can be applied in even other fields like
investments or jobs or relations or friendships. Wherever.
The card simply represents the fact that one’s thinking is
going more towards negative side or ‘lacks’, instead of being grateful for what
one still has.
That’s the test we all must do with each thought. If we are
focussing upon things or people lost or are we rather grateful for what we
have.
It can be very much possible that what we still have is way
less than what we feel we deserve. Also, heart want what it wants. Maybe we
would like to have better kind of energies, more resources, better
circumstances. But, with lack energy, we would only increase lack. It’s only
with abundant mindset that abundance can be enhanced.
Consider each of our thoughts as a seed. Whatever we think -
gets planted and nurtured with further thoughts.
Would you like a tree of lacks or a tree of abundance?
Choice always remains with us. With a little pruning of our thoughts, a little
more awareness; we all can actually become way more content, grateful and
abundant. It’s all about mindset. Are we able to be happy where we are. Or are
we always in this constant FOMO?
If you would only give life a chance, you would find
numerous things to be thankful for! Life is like a river. It is only when we
try to clutch tightly to anything – may it be a state of mind, a person, a
place or an identity – that we get into unmet desires leading to
disappointments. We need to let life be free. Whatever it may bring to us.
There is always something to feel good about. Can be as
little as basics. Can be tire two or three needs. Whatever be your priorities.
Yet, each cell is essential. So is every need.
What matters however is to work upon this mindset. To be
content. To feel abundant.
Thoughts have the power to change our very dimensions!
I have had numerous phases in my life. And not to take you
through the entire ride. Yet travelling for more than a decade that too when
globalization came in front of me, capitalization occurred in front of me and
villages changed into cities in front of me… Where I too had various phases –
may it be of a free wanderer or a seeker, as a pagan or a hard-core religious
person. A spiritual being cosmic entity. A social butterfly or shelled
tortoise. I entered life with places and people at times. Or I time travelled
to seek wisdom through scriptures.
I totally believe that one can time travel and even choose
which yuga or dimension one wishes to be.
Say, when I wanted to enter 5 D, I used to go visit places
where people still have in them humanity. Shared satsangs, nature based
devotion, chantings and what not. Not only it helped me reach another dimension
but also kind of made me feel as if I was in Satyuga.
Likewise, mountains always used to provide me with silent
strength. I have experienced both collective evolution and individual
consciousness there. When those villages on mountains were purer and still
untouched by city vices or maybe when I was still naïve and wasn’t as observant
or vices in them; back then, art was thriving, artists were expressing
everywhere… And it was pure synergy. May it be on mountains or even beaches. It
was art for art’s sake. Connection, love, freedom. I miss that. But ya, point being
that a collective consciousness along with synergised evolution was possible
right there and then. I totally was a part of it.
Can’t say if my own thoughts changed or society actually
changed. But that was one amazing frequency to be at.
And even holy or sacred places still have those practices
though but I am also aware of few flaws there like patriarchy or discrimination
and such.
I don’t know now, if it is my own mind that needs work for I
can’t unsee those flaws anymore. Or else, if I learned what I need to learn
from those times and I must not hold on to even those identities anymore.
Yet, when I needed synergy, I reached those places, or met
with those kinds of people. Maybe, right now, I need this isolation to connect
better and deeper to my individual consciousness. After all, the entire cosmos
lives right within. We just need to connect to it.
If that be the case, then what do I want in my world? Better
intuition, more telepathic connection, love, art, creativity, equality, animal
love, softness, nature love, nature presence, less consumerism, more being one
with each other and life!
That’s my utopia. What’s yours?
Thing is, I have recently learned that when you are in fact
ready to create a more aware life – don’t say what you don’t want. Say, what
you want. That’s how you enter that dimension.
It’s always the desire to attain something or be someone
which is more powerful than running away from an entity or environment.
Maybe, that’s what I am trying to do in my present.
For a majority of my past few years, I have been observing.
I know what I don’t want. I need to shift my focus upon what I do want now. And
actively think more and more about that.
I suddenly realise how this finding flaws happened in my
system. Back in 2019, I met with an old Russian guy. He used to visit me and I
respected him due to his age. He had green eyes and used to smoke a pipe. What
I admired the most in him was his skills to create saxophones out of bamboos on
his own. Anyway, we often used to talk. Once, while my guard was low, my
consciousness a bit altered and we were just interacting that he suddenly
showed me pictures of garbage all over manali. Before that, Manali was sheer
heaven for me. I could never find any fault in it. But that day, when I was
really without any psychological defence, that he showed me a fault in a place
I dearly loved. The next few months, all I could see was garbage dumps all over
in manali. I even tried raising my voice, creating pages of awareness and what
not. But you see, my way of thinking changed into finding flaws in something I
really loved.
My life literally changed too much ever since. There were
numerous other reasons. But I just now realised that this fault finding was
initiated by him.
He had even told me at some other time as I had bumped into
him, that I would go down from there and he would go high up in life. I though
he was talking literally on our paths. Maybe, he was talking about life. Who
knows.
But you see, how thoughts can totally change us as an
individual. I was a happy go lucky person, loving everyone dearly. I used to be
a hugger. But then, I got into so many theories and ethics. And finding faults
in everything became kind of normal – just to be sure!
It also helped me to a certain extent. I became choosy and
specific. I can identify red flags in the first instant now.
But, that way of thinking also shifted my focus to what was
missing or what was rather wrong with the world instead of what is still
beautiful and can be enhanced. That’s the power of thoughts.
I would really like to go to the dimension where people
create. Where nature sustains. Where world is beautiful. People celebrate and
hug each other. Life is alive. Everybody lives with inner light. Where art
thrives on walls, through strings and beats. Where laughter echoes on streets.
Where people are healthy and happy. Where animals coexist with humanity.
Aah! I wish for a better world. That begins with my inner
self – I now realise. I need to be more accommodating. Need to focus less on
flaws and more on good things.
What do you think about more? Do flaws impact you more or
can you let them go for love matters more?
Though all this applies at the point of manifesting an ideal
life!
When it comes to processing however, one needs to simply be
aware – if the next step is taking one higher or making one step into a pit!
Both the processes go hand in hand I guess.
While processing, awareness is the key.
While manifesting, awareness with aligned mindset.
Thoughts after all be the secret steps to our lived
dimensions. Whether we go up or down, right or left, climb on a ladder or get
scared of snakes, find faults in the system or be grateful for what’s good in
it, live a life given to us conditioned by others or else create and manifest
the life that suits us and helps us be our highest self – is all on us!
What are you thinking about right now? Is it good? Is it
bad? Would it help you be a better self? Would it contribute to society in a
productive or healing manner? Is it constructive or destructive? Is it aligned
to what you like to think usually?
We decide the world we live in!
And the decision is totally controlled by thoughts we think.
After all, external reality is a mirror image of our internal world. And
internal world is fabricated with the material called thoughts!

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