When you dislike someone

It's a funny emotion
this feeling of hate
like when you dislike someone
too much that you disregard
that the person is human
or even more - a girl.
The stereotypical mindset
plays action.
Tries to judge
character and nerves.
Mind judges IQ
and gets disappointed.
Heart checks EQ
Shruds with the dark sight.
But why hate, I wonder.
Coz, I am not bad enough?
Or I am not smart enough.
She uses fools to make her ends meet.
Manipulates some. Dominates some.
Makes use of her mind.
If I can't be like her
isn't it my weakness.
Probably I have
the same self inside.
How else would I have
understood her design then.
But like that
I also understand
so many other things
Light from dark
Liquid from solid.
Isn't it the work of my senses
and later the rationale.
But wasn't it my belief
that there is nothing
like right and wrong?
That it is all an illusion.
It is all about perception.
Can it be
because I have good intentions.
And they are not understood.
Maybe.
But why am I bothered
about her then?
Shouldn't I be only limited
to making maximum efforts
to get my good intentions
conveyed.
Fie! Do I even care?
He is a fool.
Trusting wrong people.
Getting the platform doomed.
But how can I say that?
I don't know them personally.
Isn't my judgement
out too soon.
Guess it is more about instincts.
How I observe
each sunrise
every moon.
The biased part comes out
pretty loud.
So do the senseless
irritating
breaths and her bosom's swoon.
Aaah! She disgusts me
for it is not work but
her ugly craft
that is her boon.
Imagine she managed
to affect me so much
that she became a character
in my mental bloom.
Guess things will be out
at their own time.
When either she will
simply leave
leaving the stage in doom
or maybe she gonna keep dancing
with all her masks upon her face
till one day the stage will
break open
and she gonna eat it all
from gigantic teeth
and dumb mouth.