Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Many lives - up street



Many lives up street

Animal like it seems
The instincts
The themes
Its comedy of errors
Smoky pipes
Frizzy spurs
Time is the focus
That one point
The inner theme
The call of moment
Revolutionary cream
The friction of sensations
Annoying forecasts
Unknown pasts
The crash of emotions
Hilly sides sunny streams
Measuring one’s soul
Monk’s vision
Essential need
Smoke of realizations
Misty pictures
Coiled sheets
The gyres of wisdom
Ancient stanzas
Repeated deans
The sheep like moment
Drinking blasts
Merging weeds
Hunger of emotions
Dry eyes
Thirsty scene
The need of the moment
Humor behind
Satire on peak
The numb caricature
The dreamy streams
Misty fascinations
Many lives up street.

Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

whatever you wish for


Passions can be many
I choose the rawest ones
those that talks with senses
please my heart
with me get one
I love transcendence
metamorphoses with every sense
Those that talk with my soul
Those that take me to their darkest holes


Its great to be doomed in all times
all you need to know is forget time
to get wasted with every passion of yours
to give yourself fully to that inner call
only then you live the moment to its inner core
its mesmerizing - every scar tuning sour.

And then there are the post moments
those empty spaces before next lines
that one abstract sound one hears
while turning a page in silent ground
but the mind is full of noise
the things read,the curious cries
that one second of sounds too
are beautiful, are true.

It all depends upon
how passionate you are
how much you want to compromise
with useless social calls
its more of your will
to feel the best
to live it all
to even rest
rest while you run
on that sandy ground
to make it your choice
to wrap it around
once you let it take the best of you
your passion becomes you
and it turns alive
every passion in life
it lives it even eats
your every sacrifice
becomes a treat
there you know
in the back of your mind
that this is worth it
your passion your time
and you feel the content involved
that hidden excitement
become all time stall
and there you live in every moment of yours
you and your passion
whatever you wish for.


Written by - Mystical Wanderer




No Emoticons


Flowing with the rhythm of moment
this second this very dent
partially crushed its beautiful to be numb
to go slow and clueless
at least for one moment
and imagine the peace I gain
stoic expression hint of pain
and the eyes glow with fire
like those blazing pyres
anger for the world peeps in
irritating people are also seen
but then its good to be numb
you are simply unaffected
of praises of puns
of comments and satires
of masked attires
coz you are numb 
you are numb for the moment
it gives peace
this kinda numbness
you reach a level beyond 
this world and its strings
you are helpless and clueless
and thats the fucking bent
you leave all desires
all expectations also get bent
no ego no ceremony
no wishes left
neither fights
and you are numb
for the moment
with no expectations 
none to come
you and this moment
no moon no sun
and a long beep with straight line
beating stops 
no dark no shine
but that numbness where nothing is left
no more desires nothing to expect
no emotions, no expressions
no love, no hate, no emoticons
this, this moment
the moment called numb
I turn into this moment
I become numb.

Written by - Mystical Wanderer 

Friday, August 21, 2015

dheemi dheemi si baarish


dheemi dheemi si baarish
ankhon mein band si khwaihish
dekhun mai tujh ko to
sach sapna sa lage

sanson mein badti ahein
bahon mein teri bahein
dekhun main tujh ko to
sach sapna sa lage

dekhun main tujhe yunhi
jalti shaam mei khoi

na nna na

dheemi dheemi si
sanson mein ghulti chahat
bheeni bheeni si
rimjhim si pehli baarish
dheemi dheemi si...
dheemi dheemi si
sardi ki pehli chadar
bheena bheena sa
sama hai ye haseen.
tum bhi to yahin
jaise sapna hi
bheena bheena sa
sapna ye mera
bheena sa bheena sa
sapna ye haseen

Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Thursday, August 20, 2015

The Pulse



Tender moist touch of royal purple silk
that vibration till miles in hills
'vibrations till miles away
over and above the hills
hills beyond thrills'

that giggle presses under ivory
upon craving smiles
snakes like root
dangling around
that misty shady moon
so smokey
so blue

'glittery eyes with sparkling glitter'
watery caress of wings on flutter
the shades of night
shadows of mornings
first dawn after rain
first love in morning
each time
new rhyme
each rhyme
'new crime
the bells chime
we don't care
about time
you are mine
I will give you
all of mine'

I am yours
so is my mind
those complexities no more
its just
a beautiful moony ride
the highs and lows
so beautiful 
so divine
the joy of sensations
mysterious crimes
the giggles of situations
undiscovered rhymes

'whether it is nine or ten
we have no odds and even
thats where we find heaven'
from cloud nine
to eleven

I want you to waste me
to have me all
in one go
to kiss every ounce of my skin
to make me all tremble
to rip me apart
the soul from start
to break me to pieces
a clay in your hand
but then 
don't shape me
forget your hand
you clay
me clay
the clayey land
where we are free
of shapes of stand
one rhyme one time
the moment of one scent
where sweats unite
and love reminds
no now 
no then
but that one flowing emotion
from root to stem.

the vibe travels long
from neck till hand
the entire cell universe
gets hanged to bend
to every pulse from that hand
that one touch
with pressure not much
but love immense
'love intense'.



Written by - Mystical Wanderer & Mystical Man

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

In soft murmurs


Delicacies of life
Gently whisper near your eyes
Behind ears
In soft murmurs
In a warm breath of surprise
Tender pleasures
Stealing smiles
Realm of concise
Goes so blind
Its all in the moment
The whisper of life
And yet that one breath
Struck between eyes
No breath in
No breath out
Struck between life
That one whisper
Stays forever
Till the time you are alive
Dried in some page of a book
Kept in a corner
To store surprise
On a blue and silver
Full moon night
Or may be pitch dark
The darkness of sight
There in those true moments of life
Beyond all joys and strife
There they tinkle
The tiny footsteps
Netted white
Vintage bright
Like a cusp of emotions
Black and white
The ying – yang glory
Of feets tapping by
They tread on air
Slowly towards me
Into my ears
Into my eyes
Bitter at times
At times nice
They dance at those rhymes
Of ancient times
The hills and the tower
Millions of night
The poison in cave
Temptation inside
To kiss it with lips
The silver pride
moon in the bowl
moon inside
starslight in fingers
star like the might
and there it treads
temptation inside
there towards that neck
a whisper so polite
to steal it forever
that moment that night
stored in those layers
so bloody in sight
but the blood is dried
so dried with time
and yet it flows
in that inner rhyme
in greens on heights
in starry sights
on shelfs of windows
caressing nights
then when I cried
Then when I was satisfied
Then when I had those arms
Around and beside
When eyes were locked
Love side by side
And yet it carries on
This moment this night
But the moment is stored still.
Somewhere in my mind.
That one breath.
That moment
That starry
Smokey night.



Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Social Thong


‘I want another Life.
I want one more start.
I was never given a chance.
I want – Just one more chance.’

You know I made many beginnings
Have given my life Many starts
And every time I feel
There is once more need
Of yet another start
Of yet another chance

‘But dear, I have never got a chance
I have never lived for myself
Have never banged it on’

‘’Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again’’

Have you heard the lyrics
The energy of song
Aah!! the spirit inside
Aah! the moments gone
So much of potential
So many hopes
So much of wisdom
So many dreams
And yet, its killed
The social thong
Those stupid adulations
The social song
This is right
And this is wrong
This is how its done
This is absolutely wrong.

Centuries of sheeps
The same fucking breed
Follow this
Obey that
The same national song
Time changes
So do conditions
To live is to evolve
With time – goes the song
And then something new come
Another vision
Another song
And still people sing the same fucking old song
And the new gets killed
Inside the womb
Those hopes
Those wishes
Lie below
A social thong.


Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Masked Sights


Confused mind it seems. There are so many things I want to do. So many struggles I wanna take. So many experiences I want to attain. Maybe it will take my whole life – experimenting and exploring. Maybe Momcy is right – Life is too short. But I also feel the other way .At times I wonder at the range of my experience in this short span of past few years. But then comes – Time factor .And I get this strange fear at times -  what if I spend my entire life – hoping for some height – that is yet to come . What if Godot never comes. But then I feel, how does it matter? How does it matter – how much I earn, whether I get fame or not, How many materials I attain, what profession I take? People do all this for happiness .and my happiness is so connected and dependent upon my freedom.
But then enters that secret feeling. The fun in breaking rules! The real pleasure of freedom comes only when you have experienced being bound. And I wonder – how does it matter if I have to hide a certain things. Till the time my closed ones are happy. And yet, it varies – the people I feel close to, The people with whom I feel free. Maybe Momcy is right – its all in the mind. Till the time you are free from inside, you are free outside. But then I feel suffocated – expectations, desires, obligations, burdens. And yet, there is that love that caring bound that is nowhere else , in no other bond.
And yet, I hate expectation, those expectations and boundations. I would love to be anywhere where I can be me. Anything fake – so fucking kills me. And then there are foxes and vixens in society. And equally annoying are sheeps and donkeys trying to shun your mind. But then you have your own pace, your own definition of mind. You understand those shades of grey. You know there is nothing like black and white.     And yet, you wanna do justice to each of your mood – to each of your inner rhyme.             You wanna feel it all – to feel it – the meaning of life.
To survive is not your struggle. It happens on its own 0- this struggle to survive. The real aim lives in living . to listen to all your inner rhymes. You fee llike a kid at times. You suddenly feel grown up when one sun shines. And it all goes in cycles – happiness and pains – sunny mornings and rainy night.
And so go the companionships – those different rhymes. Those that come so close, That suddenly are left – far behind. You miss some people . With some, you lose track of time. With some you crave to be there. Some addict your mind. Maybe Momcy was right – its all short lived – this world of shine .Happiness lives outside – in helping others – you may find. But then comes that self – after helping them all, you also have a mind. You think of your self – your inner plights. You look at others – stepping on those oozing sigh6ts.
But then you want to be happy – to survive it all – to live your life. But more you smile and laugh. More it becomes hideous for world’s eye. They wear colored glasses, some unknown parameters of sight. They adore you, they comment on you, they obey you, they get disgusted with your might. You sit all innocent – spectating the sight. Maybe Momcy was right – to decide and stay in social limits – is always right. But then I wonder – what about those craving inside. The fact that I can do it, The craving to go aside, Top explore a new dimension, to cross one more fence beside, To dive deep into the river and explore it all inside. To ride those waves and climb those peaks, to feel it all – seems right. And I feel dome with humans , those complications and masked sights.


 Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Monday, August 17, 2015

And yet I keep melting


Tiny droplets merge
and disperse
they whisper into ears
they yell they are shy
they flow with the flow
they freeze in snow
to some gone distant time
to some ancient rhyme
maybe this is how
Life goes
maybe this is how
we grow

symphony of moments
 Epiphany of scents
different shades
different sensations
aah! but the one
that one craving
something unfulfilled
something I still need
and yet this contentment
contentment to make me freeze
n yet I keep melting
deep inside - some inner creed
Maybe this is how 
life goes
Maybe this is how 
We grow

But you seem already grown
you and you and you too
but I too am grown
for you and you and you too
Deep inside we are all newborns
I tell you we need to grow
but the masks are beautiful too
they give us illusions many
what I am to you
what you are to me
what anyone is to anyone
this strange symphony
Maybe this is how 
Life goes
Maybe this is how
We grow

But in between all this
Take a moment
to see the picturesque
of moments so many
those gone
those still around
those that are yet to come
those under moons and sun
People change 
moments too
but this cosmic river
it keeps flowing too
Take a look
at that one drop
hold it 
that crystal drop
Maybe this is how
Life goes
Maybe this is how
We grow
in that one moment of emotion
when there is none
but that moment on go. 

Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

A bit lonely too


It's a lonely feeling
funny too
this feeling alone in crowd
with friends so many too
or actually no
friends have reduced now
hardly few
seperate from crew
rest has become a crowd
with nothing in leu
yet, its a state of mind
morning I felt loving too
when the head said something
in low voice
in some meeting too
There I felt
all are good
all are my own too
n yet its all about the moment
same me can feel
lonely too
yeah!!! many people to meet
many to talk and gel too
n yet that one craving
something unknown
without body too
I sing some song
some melody in tune
I tap and dance
and think whats new
and there I land
with a list of newness
recycled since centuries
in mine too
n yet its different 
or may be I am too
one in this crew
But yet it is different
to feel at times 
a bit lonely too.

Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Friday, August 7, 2015

Hidden beneath



Craving to talk with someone own
Someone from world of my own
Some far away distant one
Someone from my city
From the same sun
Craving to dance on my own terrace
Below that moon, silver caress
Its been a long time
I met my moon
Been a long time
I danced on mid night tune

World is too bright here
Or maybe too dark
Who knows the difference
Its always grey – up-stark
Suddenly I have grown
Or that is what was required
For me to grow up
be adaptive, be acquired
here I am, the corporate me
with the same wild spirit
hidden beneath
but I feel bounded at times
following that stupid clock
staying in bound

How beautiful it was
To live in abstract
Where time had no entity
Boundations were on abstract
I am free yes
Free of any judgments
This is what I ensured
Freedom from life of rent
But then everything has its cost
Nothing is free
Even freedom has its own cost
You miss your loved ones at times
You miss your own city’s rhymes

You crave to go back
But that is expensive too
At the cost of your freedom
Nothing comes in lieu
Am I free in real – I wonder
True I escaped many thunders
But now what?
A stupid clock?
Trying to bound me to some schedule.
The duty’s call.
Fie to that duty
That feeds someone’s greed
Fie to that duty which satisfies
None’s needs.

Alas! the world is so designed.
Everyone eats others.
That’s how they fill their greed.
‘If you can’t follow social norms
Its better you go wild in forest grounds’
Sure I would love it much better
I will live in peace – in nature
But then I become a part of another cycle
Biological it is called
The greed or need cycle
Not that I am afraid
But its everywhere
The race.
I don’t like it.
This competing at every step.
I can’t fake it.
Something not in my nest.
And I still need people.
I am human.
I realized.
I can’t stay away from society
To my surprise.

And there goes on the cycle of my life
Society nature
Death and life
Home – travel
Mystical flight
Aah! it goes on
The circle of life
No end, No beginning
Love and hate
Promises and hint.
And then there are masks around
You can’t make out the right sound.

You yell you fight
Fuse all bright
Then follows silence
You enter a shell
And then you realize
Its waste the fight
So there you decide
To sing with all your might
And you smile
Like a child
Deep inside
You pamper – being wild.



Written by - Mystical Wanderer

Forgive me to mention her periods



Looking into her eyes
I see to my surprise
same old shackles of life
same mundane suffocating strife

I have seen her happy too
aah! she can offer a lot in woo.
Her soul, her loyalty, her trust
she becomes the one you trust
she will go to any limits
if she loves you
she will defend you
from the entire crew.

But then, peep inside her soul.
There you find a black hole.
She absorbs its all
the worries of her life
she won't let it out
her anxiety, her strife
you know her as a kid inside
with dreams of her own
spirit to ride
but then she is shackled
feminist battle
does she fight it in real?
aah! in her cradle.

If she needs love
the world is ready.
Mind you, its lust.
World's prosody.
If she needs fame
She will be put to shame
Unknown blame
unwanted game.

She earns, Yes!
or so it seems.
But men in her life
are a bully team.
They take her money.
They stake her name.
'I spent on you.
Don't you have shame?'
From father to husband
to many men in between
she is exchanged
she is wasted
polluted like a stream.

Ask that holy river
Does she like your shiver?
Check her need of idolization.
Give a look -at your nation.
Yeah! she is the mother.
Yes, she had her adolescence too.
Forgive me to mention her periods
She is nailed before that too.

But then she is green
Powerful with rushing stream.
If you can't support her,
then let her be she.
See her transformed self.
All she wants - is to be free.
And she will make you proud
she has craved for it - too long.
But even if she goes in allies.
Thats her decision - out of rallies.
Fuck you - the world 
Fuck you - its carriers
Freedom is a universal right
Women should break all barriers

But then I have a point to offer
Not always is power - a chauffeur
Freedom lives inside
in us, in our mind.
The day we decide to be free.
We become free.
The gate is open
but our eyes are duped.
Look beyond those imposed dukes.

Trust me, Life is free.
all you need - is to feel.
First step - is all that is required.
Be bold and freedom is inner wired.
So what if way is unknown
so what if world seems made of stone
Become River and churn them to pieces
Or glide over them at happy paces
You are the wind
You are the power
You own your life's
Every chord, Every chord.




Written by - Mystical Wanderer