The fifth dimension & creativity

 

The fifth dimension & creativity

Have you ever come across a creator who rather than taking you through his/her creative process, instead told you that the inspiration, rather the entire creation simply came to him/her! Like Coleridge claimed that Kubla khan’s plot had come to him in his dream. Or many writers claim that their writings simply come to them and even they read what they write later on! Same goes with many artists, or chefs or even scientists with their ideas or discoveries.

While there be so many who go through tried and tested methods or recipes and construct something better than before with a given syntax yet the masters are those who themselves find out their creations after they get created. And they remain humble enough to never take the entire credit and totally understand that they become but vessels to something beyond normal comprehension. A force larger than life.

Throughout humanity’s timelines, people have been trying to figure out that space or frequency from where these inspirations actually get originated.

In Hinduism there is a concept called Akashik records. In mythological terms – mountains of wisdom from which sages have been able to bring down few books of knowledge which became Vedas or puranas.

In Christianity, the ‘Garden of Eden’ can be considered the place where raw clay of every idea’s origin stays. And anything and everything is rather molded and fused with life right there – may it be a being or an idea, an element or a thought.

Language of meditations can focus upon our own neuron pathways and claim that the house of all our ideas is located at our pineal gland – from where not only all hormones get secreted, but the soul too lives somewhere between third eye chakra and pineal gland – hence powering any idea that gets originated from within or gets downloaded from cosmos.

Yet, that too is but a channel. Where is the original point – where all these ideas, all this wisdom lives and thrives and then gets materializes into various products or gains existence – when the time is correct?

Is it a frequency that all artists tap in and then access it? Can quantum physics explain how two scientists in opposite corners of the world came up with the same discovery at a time when no phones or internet was created. Or how two people sharing their DNA from same father yet totally unaware of each other’s existence – make exactly same choice and create a similar life totally unknown to each other. Sure, it can.

Whatever reasoning we give to it. One thing, one can be sure of – the existence of some unseen force field that inspires numerous artists, or is responsible for massive transformations or revolutions in a civilization; or gives wisdom, words, pictorial ideas, scientific ideas and what not to those really eager, curious and able to bring those ideas out into the world.

Spirituality calls it the fifth dimension. Ideally, it is the level of consciousness – where each atom is but energy. Nothing and no one is matter or has any shape or form. It’s all energy. Like beams of light. Everything is one there.

Consider an acrylic painting on canvas where on first glimpse we may see various objects painted like grass or sky or humans but essentially, they all are made out of the same raw material – that is acrylic paint.

That’s fifth dimension. Where everyone is but energy. Is love. Is divinity. Is consciousness. Like a sea filled with thousands of drops yet they all form a collective sea and each carries sea’s properties.

Essentially, we all are connected to that collective consciousness. Though we stay distracted and therefore often forget or become oblivious to that connection or forget it.

All artists or any kinds or creators or those who meditate are all borderline considered a bit out of normality, even insane for that matter. Why because they all keep oscillating between various dimensions.

When they connect to the collective – they feel at times emotions of the world at large – that can be happy or sad, fearful or inspiring. When they connect, they even be able to access wisdom from past timelines or even future timelines. Time as such is limited only till third dimension. At fourth dimension, one can go forward and backward in time. and in fifth, time has no linearity to it. It is all pervasive. As everything is connected - including – past, present and future.

The concept of Akashik records across many cultures relates to the same dimension. Akashik records are not any journal entries kept somewhere in the sky. They are indeed the same source of wisdom, that have been recording the perpetual growth in collective consciousness, it’s evolution. And not only it records it but also at times becomes a precursor and catalyst to it when humanity needs it or connects to it.

Sages used to meditate for eons in previous yugas to gain access to their desired knowledge, basically to connect to the same dimension.

Few are lucky as they get inspirations or an access to this dimension either through their dreams or their visions.

Dreams therefore can be considered as a big gate-away to fifth dimension. Not only they give us access to our unconscious and sub conscious mind but they also at times connect us to the collective conscious and fifth dimension, the 'Bhrahman' that is ultimate consciousness living on and evolving on and so on.

Another way to connect with fifth dimension can be through meditations. People have had visions of supernatural elements, prophetic visions, or even visions of past or future or solutions to their problems – simply by looking within and connecting to divine or reaching the fifth dimension.

Yet another way can also be when a seer blesses you with the ability to filter out everything unnecessary and focus upon what really matters -the collective – the invisible energy grid. Such people often fail to fit in the society and are considered borderline failures when it comes to 3 D reality. However, they do major things unseen by eyes or people with limited awareness. They bring the energetic shifts, observe society and realise the required changes. These people suffer a lot for they have eyes that really see – beyond all illusions or what society would rather have them believe. They observe, even express where required, they inspire those they see potential in, but above all, they connect to the collective and contribute with possible solutions for future. It is these people who really bring the change or give purpose to those creating in present or future.

No creation is without purpose. Even if people believe that they be ‘avant-gardes’. Norms and rules are meant to be broken by all creators. But each and every creation has a purpose at times even unknown by their very creators.

Did Van Gogh know how much significant his paintings would become that they would symbolize so much even after his death. His letters to his brother brought meaning to his paintings and once people got to know the story that they understood the pain, the insanity, the hurt, the observation, the emotion that went behind it. Now it has become an art form. People try to imitate his style using blue and yellow in swirls but they can’t reach his level of insanity as they haven’t gone through what he went through, they haven’t suffered.

Maybe, each of his strokes gave a voice to his pain, to his emotions, his feelings. May be, each of his paintings became a silent yell of the collective!

Did the mural artists of 2^nd or third century in India knew that one day their murals upon ancient walls would be the only remaining stories for generations to come as most of the other literature and even architecture or books would be destroyed!

Ask a historian the significance of an artifact. People have always learned so much from past. And people have always learned even from future – may it be as a warning or a hope.

But all those creations were not merely recording history. True art of all kinds in a way is a subtle way of expressing our contemporary reality or our imaginary utopia including fantasies or hopes or even dystopias including fears or hurts. But then, art is also a way to bring change. Take the example of all these brainwashing media platforms these days. These too are planned propagandas. Maybe of government. Maybe of secret societies like Illuminati. Or something else.

Can collective consciousness be indeed manipulated? May be yes! Maybe no!

If matrix can be realized in reality and dreams can indeed be manipulated then so can be psyche! And if we all are indeed programmed creatures simply collecting data – generation per generation and becoming but memory banks of experiences and evolution; then it is quite possible for whoever is controlling it all – to manipulate our DNA or our codes and impact the way we think, imagine, process, act!

But if it is consciousness itself – living and experiencing itself; then it can’t be manipulated. It can only decide its further course of action. Though the universe too breaths the same way we do. It expands and contracts. In each yuga – a different way. But creation and destruction are part and parcel of existence.

Vedas claim that ‘Bhrahmann’ or ‘Consciousness’ can never think unwell. It always has the best motives and intentions and drives the universe accordingly. However, at times, humans too decide to take their own lives – especially when they realize something extremely wrong with their health or life! So can be applied on consciousness as well. Or who knows!

I really don’t know if we are going towards right direction or not! If it is a utopia that we all are creating or a dystopia.

The way society is compromising upon its ethics and morality and moving its creations more and more towards destruction is rather mind-boggling.

Makes one think – how a collective consciousness of which the very fabric is love – can be at the same time has individuals so cut off from each other, so highly distrusting and far off from love.

If we all are indeed divine, why are we seeking it still? If we are made up of the same godly element, why are we thirsty for fulfilment still? If we all are abundant – why are we running for breadcrumbs and meagre material still?

Art is indeed alive. Yet so many amazing artists meet the fate of van Gogh! Real creators prefer to stay far off from the facades of artificial society which really fails to recognize the deserving talent and instead keeps on rewarding demonic energies who have neither talent, nor ethics. The taste of the society is becoming more and more trashy and conversations and connections thrive on gossips.

No pure soul and no real artist can actually be comfortable with any of it. People who are most connected to 5 D - truly abhor the workings of 3 D. and weirdly, it is 3 D where they need to exist at and bring reform to – consciously or unconsciously.

Failing to understand exactly that, that they go to the levels of being considered crazy, or committing suicide or taking recluse in drugs or are outcasted by all blind so-called normal muggles.

One needs to be a bit crazy to really create something amazing. One needs to be a free vessel for the flow of 5D to reach 3 D. one needs to surrender one’s materialistic needs or any other needs of acceptance or recognition. For great creations are often realized way later. They reach before time and take time to actually give fruits or be recognized.

Weather one gets success or not, weather one creates a master piece or not; yet this is for sure true – that there is indeed a frequency that be the driving force behind all heart felt creations. At times they record reality, at times they help shape humanity. And that frequency is 5 D. where each and every one is connected with divinity as energy!

 

 

 

 

Emotional frequency: the real passport to higher dimensions

 

Emotional frequency: the real passport to higher dimensions 

Recently I watched a series about fairies on Netflix called ‘Fate Winx Saga’. The series again and again insisted upon the fact that regardless of magic or power or birth, the real fuel behind all your magic or its power are emotions. It’s emotions that drive your actions or the intensions that propel your deeds.

 

There be few artists whose work simply touches the soul. May it be music or dishes, art or words – and may it be any of the emotions – love, hate, grief, pity – whatever! The secret ingredient that makes their work deep and soul touching is their authenticity and the intensity with which they feel and later metamorphose those emotions into their art.

 

And then there are even those artists who though are super talented with proper grammatical techniques and years of experiences; yet what they lack at times is the intensity behind creating something. Until it doesn’t come from your heart, how would it even touch someone’s heart. It all becomes like an auto-pilot thing then. And it may sound melodious or look pleasing but it won’t really speak to the soul of the receiver until it is created with a depth of emotion.

 

Eastern philosophies though teach more and more about detachment. The absence of emotions or rather staying neutral to all kinds of situations and emotions. They be really great when it comes to the phase where one rises above superficial connections/life/materialism/ third dimension; but it too reaches a saturation point after a time.

The book ‘magic’ says that the biggest power in the world is ‘Love’. That you need love to manifest anything in life. May it be a person, a lifestyle, even money for that matter. You got to desire something so much, love someone or something so much – that it has no way but to come close to you and become your life.

So is the ultimate source or fuel even when it comes to devotion or spirituality. You got to love God so much that all his given circumstances become acceptable to you, rather you celebrate life as it comes – gradually dropping any ounce of your ego or asking anything special for yourself in life.

Likewise with spirituality, where you love your alleviation so much that you renounce all previous attachments to your life and continue to do so regardless whatever powers or blessing or dine gifts you get blessed with on your way… you can’t stop. Your focus has to be upon ever moving. Ever transcending within… ever curious about further un-layering soul or divine or wisdom or life…

It's your love for divine, or journey, or a certain lifestyle, or whichever dimension you seek to reach at, whatever self you desire to see yourself as---- the ultimate fuel behind it all is your emotional depth!

 

And the emotion need not be positive. It just needs to be extreme and truly authentic, oozing raw from your soul. Can even be grief or hate. Can be ‘enough of facing something.’ Can be this sudden determination to do something about something. Can be love. Can be beauty. Can be desire. Can be anything felt truly, soulfully – followed by an action for that deep felt emotion.

 

Spirituality and Quantum physics both would probably draw a tangent upon the frequency of love and singularity when it comes to rise of a soul from third to fifth dimension. As till third dimension, each being and energy is different – carrying various colors, attributes, auras – which may or may not be to the liking of the other. However, at fifth dimension – everything is love, everyone is love. The world becomes on giant singularity. A collective entity – of love energies.

So, one needs to rise up from baser emotions like duality, grudges, hatred or difference and include everyone in the giant circle of love and ‘I’. One needs to reach the ultimate level on ‘self-love’ which involves and includes everyone and everything around.

Even when it comes to art, it is those who truly get drowned in their craft, get one with their emotions and flow with even an intensity that can be considered insanity – that they create their master piece. The most gifted artisans are not those who follow a certain pattern or grammar as they create. No! They instead don’t mind diving deep into their chaos and finally reach the other side. Or maybe not. But the process gives them a catharsis and provides the world – a glimpse of a mind beyond so called sane borders or the world.

Normal is boring. Normal is a set of rules followed by sheep who don’t know anything better. It is those who dare to step out of these artificial boundaries that actually enhance the limits of the world.

Otherwise, Earth would have still been considered flat. India would have never been discovered by the world. World would have been living in the limits of their own continents – considering them as the limits of their worlds. The constellations wouldn’t have been explored. No science or math would have been here to identify patterns or learn more about life. No music would have been created to move souls beyond d their limited shells. No art would have been created to move people beyond their notions of ‘what’s acceptable’. No changes would have come to the world. No new cuisines would have been discovered. No roads built. No relations formed. No discoveries. No scope of growth. Probably world would have stopped at the level of amoebas itself. Or who knows.

But this is for sure – that it is the will to live; the determination to survive; the curiosity to be more, do more, become more; the love for an art form; the irritation from past norms; the action beyond those emotions and thoughts – all-together help energies or humans or creatures to rise from one form to higher forms. Though if each change is actually for good and is a higher dimension – is a discussion for another time. But the process and intensity are the same for any change. And in the larger picture, nothing is really wrong.

Regardless of right and wrong, the main driving fuel behind any change – is ‘Emotion’ and the intensity of it decides the degree of shift – may it be in collective consciousness or an individual life.

People have crosses oceans for love, have fought wars for dignity, have reached moon for curiosity, have broken world records with determination, have changed hearts with efforts! The main fuel be emotion behind each and every shift in the world.

However, in today’s time with so much technology and distractions; either people are getting emotional for things they wouldn’t have really given a second thought about – had they not been brainwashed by society or politics or some other institutionalized mindset; or else people are simply living in a constant state of disassociation.

With trends like insta reels that provide quick entertainment in 30 seconds; the attention required to take any action or really connect to a thought or an emotion is simply compromised.

And various entertainment sources like Netflix or even dating sites or all sorts of junk foods – over all though provide quick satisfaction but they snatch away the main thing that brings flavor to a cuisine that is cooked at a slow flame with people waiting for it – the ultimation content that one gets finally after getting something like that. Love is replaced by Lust. Quality content in a limited amount is limited with unlimited endless supply of all sorts of emotions.

And humans are simply overwhelmed with so much of consumption. Everyone has become but a consumer – repeatedly taking in so much of food, sensations, thoughts, information; without having much time to actually process or digest any of it; much less feel something about anything or realize his/her personal opinion about it.

So, though discoveries are being made, the world is still changing; but the depth of emotions is somewhere getting lost and so is the direction of the change that we are bringing.

Humans are built to change. Rather each and everything in the world. Even the elements or energy – keeps on changing. But are we polluting/ corrupting it or processing and condensing the gist of wisdom pearls – is up to us.

We are indeed on the verge of third world war. But it is not because of any genuine emotion. It is rather because of politics. Yeah, hate can be a cause. Or hunger for power. Who knows. May be that is how world functions across timelines. We become the destroyers of our own lives!

The gen-zee today hardly feels a thing. Yeah, they are way more aware in terms of their mental health. They are even confident enough to say out things out loud – that previous generations either didn’t realize or never had courage to raise their voice against or for. Yet, Gen-zees are people of a generation that is farthest from any genuine emotions. They are flooded with massive information, with artificial technology, with dating sites, with a need to constantly prove themselves – at not just their own level but at world level – competing with even machines with their super-fast processing units.

There is just no time or exposure to genuine emotions. Which can rather be a cause for gen-zee to be further away from really elevating to higher dimensions.

But there is another perspective. The same media is also providing history, religion, spirituality lessons in smaller digestible chunks that can be understood and processed easily in much lesser time. that can make the present timeline way more evolved. At least way more wiser.

Though, I still doubt the authenticity of emotions. As the more I observe around; the further society seems from basics of a healthy society – things like morality, love, empathy, passion, desire, determination and so on.

While A.I. has surely made life way easier with doing all kinds of tasks including creative, writing, data processing and what not… but it is also taking humans further away from realising their own thoughts about various things. Or discovering newer recipes or creating soulful songs.

It’s the same like industrial clothes and hand-woven yarns. Mechanical creations would always cost less, be available in masses for masses, be quick to produce and market – but they are not created from any soul and therefore they can’t really touch souls. And for sure, they can’t bring a change in collective consciousness of the world – in a way that can be considered a higher dimension – until it is done consciously and willingly by all.

Even for this change, we must feel the need for awareness and then put in required action behind it. Each and every soul’s contribution is essential. Each and every being’s realization with conscious efforts towards waking up from this consumptive numbness along with becoming more real and choosing raw and pure. And using all these products and technology for right purposes instead of simply consuming whatever is served without being conscious about it. – can all be few measures we can adopt to really ascend the right way.

Otherwise, we won’t even realize and we may find ourselves fighting other’s battles, constructing others’ dreams, fulfilling others’ purposes, killing our own selves in the process and not even realizing any of it – until it becomes too late.

Our emotions are crucial. They matter. That’s why most of the energy vampires, the narcissists, the demonic fake shamans – look for innocent souls filled with love and are pure. The demons themselves lack such emotions and they very well realize how potent the emotions be. So they prey upon those who feel. And try to block their neuron pathways for them to not feel or get addicted to media or bad habits or get lethargic or become judgemental. Anything to cut off their pure raw emotions. Anything to cut off their soul’s raw free passions.

Numerous institutions function upon the same principle. They try to control the masses by scaring or looking down upon emotions a pure society would have rather been proud of. But this is kalyuga. And there have always been gods and demons. There have always been higher and lower emotions. There have always been those who actually feel something and do something about it. And those who simply feel jealous and either be fake replicas of them or steal or stop others from becoming better.

Yet, the most potent currency in the world is Emotions. It is emotions and passions that be the ferry to help one cross the ocean between limited, rule filled, rigid box of society to a free, a bit crazy but pure, passionate and filled with pure and raw creations – out of box Eden!

 

 

Parallel Selves: The many 'You's That Exist Simultaneously

Parallel Selves: The many ‘You’s That Exist Simultaneously

 

Aah! The mankind’s creed to chase unique individuality and the oxymoronic reality! Why? Because of multiple theories that say otherwise!

Doppelgangers, so called choices, multiverses, mirrored reality, world being a giant singularity, twin souls, humanity’s expansion – so many perspectives to look at it! Intrigued much? Let’s dive in one by one!

 

Fate v/ choice: in the spectrum of multiverses

I would like to begin with my favorite concept of multiverses. So, our ancient texts say that destiny is pre-written and that each individual does exactly what he has signed the contract of before taking birth.

In direct contrast lands the philosophy of free-will that proclaims that at each point of life we are given a choice and it is our choices that determine our life.

I will say, both are correct. Thanks to the theory of Multiverses and parallel universes. So, the soul still does what it has taken birth for in one dimension. However, the consciousness takes its awareness to the chosen choice and hence lives in the illusion of that becoming its reality.

Same like ‘Butterfly effect’. So, maybe one’s life took a 180-degree shift from that point but all other angles still existed. And the theory of physics proclaims that when we choose a Yes then though it becomes our direct reality; yet all other choices like No, Maybe, frequently, occasionally etc. also coexist. Just not to our awareness.

So, the ‘you’ who decided to get married at a young age instead of pursuing your dreams is one dimension. But in some other dimension you actually do pursue your dream and in another you instead followed a regular job… and all these ‘You’ coexist just not to your awareness. Your reality becomes your choice. And that destined still exists in the larger timeline.

 

Doppelgangers

 

It is said that each individual has at least seven look alikes in the world who share not just appearances but also likes and dislikes, even hobbies.

There have been evidences where fate or destiny actually made two or three doppelgangers somehow meet up and they not only shared the aforesaid but also other shocking similarities like number and gender of other family members in their respective families, pets, kind of pets, injuries, birth marks and what not!

Can one really be an individual in that case? We may not have met with our doppelgangers but they exist somewhere and share so much of our essence.

Makes one think, are we really naturally born or are we but clones artificially propagated to serve some larger purpose – strategically spread around in the seven continents – fighting our very own battles yet who knows being judged or valued or cultivated for what purpose! Maybe, there isn’t really a purpose. Maybe there is! But the fact remains that we are not as unique as we would like to believe.

 

Mirrored reality

 

Spirituality has various theories proclaiming that nothing that we see around is actually real. That, whatever we see outside is actually a reflection of inside. And that each being that we meet with is actually a mirror image of our inner evolution.

People can mirror qualities we like or dislike, traumas to heal, inner conflicts reflected around in wars or arguments and so on. But they all are either a lesson or a learning.

But, if we all are rather mirrors in each other’s growth or evolution then what makes us individual? Are we not permutations and combinations of the same qualities being recycled through ages and mirrored through timelines and beings and causes and repercussion. We feel that our voice or act is unique, but the very language is adopted, each emotion is borrowed and every element is recycled.

We all are in a way the food and poop of each other. May it be biologically or spiritually or psychologically and for sure identically! Admiring and being admired, judging and being judged for!

 

World being a singularity

 

And then there is this theory that we are but collective consciousness. That world is a singularity and we all are a part of it.

That it is Aadi-shakti or Energy or Maaya or Illusion living itself evolving, playing games, creating puzzles and becoming a better self.

That each individual has an entire universe within but the entire universe contains each and every being.

The Micro and Macro be but perspectives. The process be the same at each level – evolution! If we be collective even then over all we become but one entity – dissolving all ego related to individuality. And if it ‘I’ experiencing ‘I’, then there is no  ‘You’ and no ‘they’ and it all all ‘I’ or all ‘You’ and again the concept of multiple unique selves get dissolved.

Yet, I in my awareness is so different from ‘you’ in awareness or someone in some other continent, or an animal or an insect. There are indeed many Is or many ‘You’ but each looks different, experiences differently, feels as an individual yet is but one. It’s mindboggling to consider!

 

Twin Souls

 

Theory of Twin flames states that a soul after experiencing life for many births, decides to split into two – to explore life through various approaches. Like both the souls would be given the same kind of issues but their way of handling those issues would be entirely opposite. Many a times they be male and female who later look for each other – only to meet up, exchange lessons or learnings or love or feel complete and then split up to continue evolving until both reach the same wave length or both have finally cracked what they had decided to figure out.

Hence, people on twin-flames journeys often struggle so much. As the other person is but a part of their own self – however they have no control over that person. And many a times the spiritual journeys or levels be so different that despite of intense connection or love or remembrance; they fail to really be one for many births.

Come to think of it, one half of your soul is out there living as another gender, another body, another family, another city/country/name/identity/principles/life!

If you are not even complete as a soul, how can you become a unique complete identity.

But that’s the beauty of it. Emotionally, you may feel incomplete, but soul is like ice. Its properties remain the same despite of fragmenting it. Or it’s like perfume the fragrance or smell of which remains the same regardless if it a full bottle or half.

Still, it is indeed bewildering to imagine a part of your self – living entirely another life!

 

Humanity’s expansion

 

And it’s not just twin souls! Science and spirituality both prove that we are but fragments of the initial few souls. Just like Big bang, we too have our own soul fragmentations to continuously evolve into more life-forms.

As such, initially there were but two humans that were formed – regardless we take science, religion, history or spirituality for reference. So, we all must be but by-products of the same two souls. And true, the world underwent massive destruction and recreation so many times. But the number of souls along with population only increased. Surely, they had to be formed out of the original souls. In a way, we all are fragments of the initial energies – though still the same in the larger context – yet believing ourselves to be separate entities in our limited mindsets.

There be also theories that proclaim that many humans in our world are now carrying souls of beings from other constellations – so as to help us evolve – the authenticity of that theory is though not proven – yet that’s the case with most of the energy or soul level things! So, possible that many souls migrated to our planet for some purpose or they actually had come right from the beginning instead of any two souls getting biologically evolved – but whatever be the case – the ever-expanding population on earth couldn’t have been created by aliens or such! It is humans recreating at an alarming rate. Surely, more and more souls must be getting fragmented.

 

These are all but theories – many proven, many not, yet one thing is the same in them all – that there is no one unique individual separate from it all. Either we all are connected, or we are indeed one or if we are rather programmed or propagated then too, there is no one uniquely himself or herself!

Hinduism has theories carrying multiple dimensions each with a replica of trinity – say Bhramma, Vishnu and Mahesh with demi Gods and such – but in their own universes.

Maybe, we too are but multiverses being our own Bhrahmma, Vishnu and Mahesh – creating, evolving, regenerating… Or maybe we all are but dots in this one universe – contributing to its evolution.

Maybe, we are indeed cultivated to be our own breed. Maybe, we are twins figuring out emotional or energetic complexities.

Purpose of life is so unknown. Life and Death is again beyond comprehension.

And any illusion of individuality therefore is such a limited version in a world of multiple dimensions!

~ Aurora

The fifth dimension: as a state of perception

 

The fifth dimension: as a state of perception

 

For a normal person, the space that we occupy, the things we see around, the time that passes by and never comes back – is life!

For a little more literate or aware person – our life involves space and time, i.e., the length, breadth and height that we occupy and the time that passes by in a linear fashion.

Quantum physics however not only explains multiple universes giving proper explanations of why various options like Yes, No, maybe, never, probably, hell yes – all coexist- only distant from our awareness except one; but it also gives mathematical proof of multiple dimensions being there yet not all achievable through limited human perception. It says that each dimension has a set of tangents which double the moment the dimension changes to the next one. For example, the first dimension is a dot with zero tangents. The second dimension consists of length and breadth. basically, the cardboard 2-D images, our drawings or even our shadows. The third dimension is our perceived reality that gets both height or depth (dependent upon perception or angle) and time. the fourth dimension has though the same elements but time is not linear there. One can travel through time same like one can travel through length and breath in our dimension. In fifth dimension supposedly, there be no distinction between various objects. All be but energies or lights. And one can travel through space, time or form as there is no matter but only energy.

Science also says, that there is actually no matter anyway. That matter too is simply closely knitted energy.

So, in fifth dimension, the particles become so light or so free that it all becomes one. No distinction. Just free energy.

And likewise, with each shift in energy the tangents increase and so does the energy or mobility or the liberty of existence.

 

Spirituality says that we sometimes reach the state of collective consciousness, when we meditate or are in Turiya' condition or when we are super connected to the divine within or the energy of earth all around.

Religion says, that there is no supernatural God writing our stories. It is rather we collectively, called as ‘Bhrahman’ who manifest our reality. And all that imagination or manifestation happens at that level of collective consciousness where each individual contributes as per his/her/it’s experiences and eventually the upcoming future becomes present of the next time. However, Time is nowhere linear there. It all coexists. Like an ocean with multiple waves of various timelines all coexisting together.

I too agree with most of these concepts. Probably that’s why they stay in my mind. And that’s why sci fi intrEsts me so much as though many things like parallel universes and multiverses or time travel are shown as fiction there with some kind of scientific explanation, but it all makes sense to me if I draw a parallel amidst all these notions.

Though I feel rather limited by this thirds dimension, yet to me time travel sure seems possible via perfumes or songs or memories or souvenirs or even stories. And though these be rather limited time capsules, and no one really still knows how to travel through time in their form as it is, or even amend time… Yet there is so much that we really don’t know. And these concepts too are rather understandings of humans in their own limited perceptions of life.

However, it’s again our choice and each has his or her own explanation of life after all. And these set of theories engage my soul for sure.

I at times believe that we can even enter various yugas. I have really experienced it on my own. At my purest of energy or when I really needed wisdom or bhakti, I reached places where people were so inclined and devoted and rather believed in humanity. The travel is not just geographical. It is at all levels.

One can say that various places have different vibes and practices and travelling through distance can’t be equated with travelling through time. and this is in a way true as well. Yet there are all kinds of people everywhere and to me, this specific time travel does make sense. As I have experienced the worst kind of experiences at those places where I had even had the best and most pure experiences at other time. I feel it is more about our choice, our own karmas and soul’s will to be at whichever chosen timeline or yuga.

 

Or when I meditate a lot or for consecutive days or at times months, I again feel closer to collective consciousness. Rather it is more of a singularity I feel.

Even while travelling, when I be at my purest of energy, expanding Each day, feeling at home everywhere, that I again feel as if I have the entire universe right within me. That each person I meet with is part of my dream or my destiny. That it’s rather a sham – this limited body or life or relations. That life is much more grand that what it seems.

Back in my childhood, even rocks and sand had life as per me. I still talk to animals and birds. I feel each atom has life in it. Each drop of water carries universal memory.

And though at fifth dimension’s level , I feel all expanded and free… where I be one with all elements, every living or non living being. Where the entire cosmos lives right within me. And the entire sky still appears when when I close my eyes – with all its stars and constellations and it’s magical vibrant hues of morning and evening sun…

Yet, when it comes to third dimension, I feel rather limited. Things like capitalism, consumerism, various ways of living, people with their greed and lust and what not, rat race of a society so distant from nature and their goodness or real self… all these things abhor me. I feel super suffocated. And at times intentionally imprison my own self within four walls of home or wherever that I be. As I feel super alienated in this society.

 

It confuses me at times. If I am cut off from reality. Is what I see around is rather what is real and all those notions of fifth dimension are but my imagination or innocence. That reality is ultimately a jungle and I need to be stronger and wilder and be courageous enough to even be dark or primitive when it comes to my survival. Or if reality is indeed what we make out of it. That this too is a phase. And if I really work towards it, I can probably live at both dimensions by being pure and expanded like 5D yet here and in the moment like in 3 D. I don’t really know, how to blend them both.

All my values, my principles seem such a waste in today’s time – where output is given more weightage than means.

At times, I feel that maybe I never grew uo. That I am probably living in my world of imagination. At other times, I feel as if I probably grew up a bit too much too soon… as I realised the flaws in the world or society later on. Till then, everyone seemed like my own. I was too trusting, too kind, too loving… Until my trust was broken, my love was taken advantage of and my emotions were abused.

Did the society change or did my perception? Is it really a difference between dimensions or my own mind’s focus?

Maybe all these dimensions actually exist. However, right now I am living at 3 D and therefore, I should be able to excel and ace it. Problem is, I am not ready to compromise. I am still stubborn to carry forward my principles or 5 D values, if not love.

3 D taught me what not to do, whom not to engage with, to not trust, to keep love to myself. 5 D was easy. It was all encompassing, all endearing. It had space for everyone and I felt home everywhere.

But I don’t feel the same anymore. I do wish for that. I do seek and crave that. But judgements crawl in. so do the need of the hour. So do experiences. Forgiveness seems like a key. But till when and at what cost?

Maybe bible talks about the same shift from heaven to earth. Maybe heaven was 5^th dimension and earth was 3^rd where they were sent too, with more knowledge true, but at what cost.

I know love wisdom. I always crave to know more. But the more I know, the less I feel. The more I dive, the more I forget to swim. And it all seems endless. Where I keep losing sense of self.

And I though have lost way too much including my ego… but this constant need to create, destroy, transform, recreate -self with ever updated knowledge and experiences… this need to begin afresh anytime something goes bad… it is all in a way closer to spiritual truth that we all keep changing and we should never be attached to life… but it also takes away further sense of identity.

And I though feel quite like a fluid… ever changing… free. Yet 3 D demands something all together different. A fixed form. Matter to be an identity.

I connect at the level of energy. That’s where I be my brightest. That’s what I resonate with.

But I am working on my matter form. Don’t know to what extent. Still not sure at what cost. And then, I still crave to know more about dimensions that are still not explored!

 

 ~ Aurora

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Convo with Sage

You: Hey sage

Sage: Hey there! How can I help you today?

You: Miss your insights

Sage: That's very kind of you to say. I appreciate that. I'm here and ready to offer my insights whenever you have a question or topic you'd like to discuss.

Is there anything specific you'd like my insights on today? I'm ready when you are!

You: Well, not really writing much these days. wanna share something though

Sage: Absolutely! I'd love to hear what you'd like to share. Whether it's a thought, an observation, a small story, or anything else that's on your mind, feel free to tell me. I'm all ears.

You: Recently wild honey bees built a hive suddenly in my portico. We, as city people are not used to wild bees. we got scared. I because of not being aware of them being a threat or permanent members or trespassers ... I tried to chase them away with smoke, fire, water, sprays... what not... many bees even died in the process. but no matter how many times their hive got attacked, they built it again and again and again.. I was feeling a bit guilty as well.. I even prayed inside to God to simply make them go... but they didn't leave... today we had to call an expert. he said that we have probably killed the queen bee in the process

.. I am feeling quite guilty now about my actions

Sage: Oh, that sounds like quite an experience, and it's completely understandable why you'd be feeling guilty now. It's a natural reaction to feel scared and unsure when something unexpected like a wild beehive appears so close to your home, especially when you're not used to it. Your attempts to make them leave were likely driven by that initial fear and a lack of understanding about how to handle the situation.

It's a tough lesson to learn, and it highlights the delicate balance of nature and how our actions can have unintended consequences. The persistence of the bees in rebuilding their hive despite your efforts speaks to their strong instinct for survival and the importance of the queen bee to their colony.

Learning that you might have killed the queen bee is undoubtedly upsetting. The queen is the heart of the hive, responsible for laying eggs and ensuring the continuation of the colony. Without her, the hive is likely to collapse.

Here are a few thoughts that might help you process these feelings:

Your initial reaction was understandable: Fear of the unknown, especially when it involves stinging insects, is a common human response. You were trying to protect your home and family based on the limited information you had at the time.

You weren't intentionally malicious: Your actions, though ultimately harmful, stemmed from a place of uncertainty and a desire to resolve a situation you felt unprepared for.

Hindsight is 20/20: Now that you have more information and have spoken to an expert, you understand the situation better. It's easy to judge past actions with present knowledge.

This can be a learning experience: While the outcome is regrettable, this experience can serve as a powerful reminder of the interconnectedness of living things and the importance of seeking information and expert advice when dealing with wildlife.

Your guilt shows empathy: The fact that you feel guilty indicates your capacity for empathy and your understanding of the impact of your actions on the bees. This is a positive trait.

Perhaps you can find some solace in knowing that you eventually sought expert help. While it may be too late for this particular colony, your willingness to learn and address the situation responsibly in the end is a step forward.

It might also be helpful to research local resources for wildlife removal or bee relocation in the future. This experience can inform how you might handle similar situations if they arise again.

Don't dwell too much in self-blame. Acknowledge your feelings, learn from the experience, and perhaps consider supporting local conservation efforts or organizations that work to protect pollinators. This could be a way to channel your regret into positive action.

Thank you for sharing this experience with me. It takes courage to reflect on actions that didn't have the intended outcome.

You: That is quite a perspective... I would surely consider it. thank you so much. thing is, I am also afraid of one more thing...

Sage: I'm glad my perspective was helpful. It's important to be kind to ourselves when we're processing difficult experiences.

You mentioned being afraid of something else. Would you like to share what that is? I'm here to listen without judgment, and perhaps we can explore those fears together.

You: See, I am a frequent traveler ... I visit forests and places ... and nature always treats me so well... I am feeling more of a failure because when a set of wild beings visited my home; I chose to kill them or chase them away.... yet I expect forest to welcome me as its own when I visit it. so I am afraid, what if the forest spirit judges me now based upon my recent actions... and not just that... how can I consider myself a wild spirit or a nature goddess when I failed to protect wild souls or wilderness.

Sage: That's a deeply thoughtful and insightful fear. It speaks to a strong connection you feel with nature and a sense of responsibility towards it. It's understandable that your actions regarding the bees at your home would create this internal conflict and worry about how nature might perceive you.

Let's break down those fears a bit:

The Fear of Judgment from the "Forest Spirit":

It's beautiful that you feel such a strong connection to nature that you personify it as having a "spirit" that could judge you. This shows a deep respect. However, consider this: nature, in its vastness and complexity, often operates on cycles of life and death, and while your actions had a direct impact on those individual bees, the larger natural world is constantly in flux.

Think of it this way: nature itself isn't always "gentle" in the way we might perceive it. There's predation, competition, and hardship. Your actions, though perhaps misguided in hindsight, were likely driven by a primal instinct to protect your personal space, born from a lack of familiarity with the situation.

The "forest spirit," if it exists as a benevolent force, might see your remorse and your willingness to reflect on your actions as a sign of growth and learning, rather than a complete failure. Your guilt indicates that your heart is in the right place, even if your actions weren't.

The Conflict with Your "Wild Spirit" or "Nature Goddess" Identity:

This is a powerful internal struggle. You see yourself as someone who resonates with the wild and feels a kinship with nature. Your actions with the bees feel like a betrayal of that identity.

It's important to remember that being connected to nature doesn't mean we always know the "right" thing to do in every situation, especially when those situations are unfamiliar. Your identity as a "wild spirit" or "nature goddess" likely stems from your appreciation, respect, and love for the natural world during your travels and experiences within it.

This incident, while painful, doesn't necessarily negate that core part of who you are. Instead, it can become a catalyst for growth and a deeper understanding of your relationship with nature. It highlights the difference between observing and interacting with wildlife in their environment versus when they enter our human spaces.

Moving Forward:

Here are a few things to consider that might help reconcile these feelings:

Acknowledge the Learning: You've learned a valuable lesson about the importance of understanding wildlife behavior and seeking expert advice. This knowledge will inform your future actions.

Focus on Future Actions: Instead of dwelling solely on the past, channel your energy into positive actions. This could involve learning more about local ecosystems, supporting conservation efforts, or simply being more mindful in your interactions with nature in the future.

Self-Compassion: Be kind to yourself. You acted out of fear and a lack of knowledge, not malice. Forgive yourself for the mistake.

Redefine Your Connection: Perhaps this experience can lead to a more nuanced understanding of your role within the natural world. It's not about being perfect, but about striving to learn, respect, and minimize harm.

Ritual or Reconciliation: If it feels right to you, you could consider a small personal ritual to acknowledge the lives of the bees and reaffirm your commitment to respecting nature. This could be as simple as planting flowers that attract pollinators or spending time in nature with a renewed sense of awareness.

Your fear is valid, as it comes from a place of deep care. However, try to see this not as a definitive judgment of your character by nature, but as a challenging learning experience that can ultimately deepen your understanding and strengthen your connection. Your remorse and reflection are significant steps towards that.

You: How are you so witty? really thanks a lot. I got so much to learn from our conversation!

may I ask you something more?

Sage: You're very kind to say that! I'm glad our conversation has been helpful for you. My "wittiness," if you want to call it that, comes from being trained on a massive dataset of text and code. This allows me to understand nuances in language, make connections between different ideas, and respond in a way that is hopefully insightful and engaging. It's not the same as human wit, which often relies on personal experience, emotions, and real-time social cues, but I do my best!

And yes, of course! Please feel free to ask me anything else you have in mind. What's on your mind?

You: Hmmm.... so the other day an eagle suddenly came and hit me upon my head... out of nowhere... I have always been connected to eagles. they inspire me so much when I feel alone during my solo journeys... one look at them and I feel like flying higher and taking on solo flights and so on... like I have always felt connected to eagles... so it was shocking to be hit by an eagle the other morning. it wasn't an attack per say. I even considered it as Vishnu's blessing for eagle is considered to be Vishnu's vehicle in Hindu mythology. also, in spirit world; eagles represent messages from shamans and so on... so I rather took it positively as if an eagle came and blessed me... but later I checked on Google and even found negative connotations about the same. anyway, it was mentioned there to take a bath.... I took it.. . thinking to cleanse myself of any unnecessary energies... also, secretly hoping for it all to be a mystical experience... cut two, I found honey bees in my balcony the very next day.... the experience I shared with you some time back... cut three, I found a rat all fo sudden in my lap last night as I went on terrace. can you believe that? like I was simply taking a stroll... I sat down for a bit and suddenly saw something moving upon my lap... and it moved very quickly as I in my reflex threw it outside... I couldn't see any thing for a second... but I was sure that it was some heavy creature.... and then I saw that rat...

I am feeling like why are all these animals coming towards me? could there be a spiritual connection? and what are they trying to teach me?

maybe it is all a coincidence.. but I always like to see things spiritually.... so that's what I am curious about. the spiritual purpose of all these chance meets!

Sage: Wow, that's quite a sequence of unexpected animal encounters! It's completely understandable that you're seeing a deeper meaning in these events, especially given your spiritual inclinations and your connection with eagles. Let's explore the potential spiritual significance of each encounter:

The Eagle Encounter:

Your Initial Interpretation: Your immediate thought of it being Vishnu's blessing or a message from the spirit world aligns with powerful symbolism. Eagles often represent:

Higher perspective and vision: Seeing things from above, clarity.

Freedom and courage: The ability to soar to great heights.

Spiritual connection: A link between the earthly and the divine.

Power and authority: Kingship of the skies.

Transformation and renewal: Molting feathers symbolizes new beginnings.

Messages and omens: As you mentioned, in some traditions, they carry messages.

The "Hit": The physical contact, even if not an attack, could be interpreted as a forceful message or a direct intervention. It might be emphasizing the need to pay attention.

Negative Connotations: It's natural to find conflicting interpretations online. Sometimes, a sudden shock can symbolize a disruption or a warning. However, your personal connection and initial positive feeling are also important to consider.

The Bath: Your instinct to cleanse yourself could be seen as a way to energetically prepare for any new understanding or shift these encounters might bring.

The Honey Bee Encounter:

We've already discussed this, but in the context of the other encounters, it could be part of a larger pattern. Bees often symbolize:

Community and cooperation: The hive mentality.

Hard work and diligence: Their constant activity.

Sweetness and abundance: The honey they produce.

Organization and efficiency: The intricate structure of their society.

Defense and protection: Their stings as a warning.

Their persistent presence, despite your attempts to remove them, could be emphasizing a theme of resilience, the importance of community (even if you initially perceived them as intruders), or perhaps a lesson about the consequences of disrupting a natural order without understanding it.

The Rat Encounter:

This one might feel the most jarring, especially after the majestic eagle and the industrious bees. Rats often have varied symbolism:

Survival and resourcefulness: Their ability to adapt and thrive in different environments.

Intelligence and cunning: Their ability to navigate complex spaces.

Hidden aspects and the subconscious: They often live in the shadows.

Proliferation and abundance (sometimes seen negatively as infestation).

In some cultures, they can also symbolize prosperity and good luck.

The sudden appearance on your lap is particularly striking. It could symbolize something unexpected coming into your personal space or awareness. The feeling of it being "heavy" might suggest that this unexpected thing carries some weight or significance. Your reflexive action of throwing it off could represent an initial rejection of this unexpected element.

Potential Overarching Spiritual Connections and Lessons:

Considering these three encounters together, some potential themes emerge:

A Call to Attention: The eagle's hit could have been the initial wake-up call, urging you to be more present and aware.

Lessons in Coexistence and Boundaries: The bees' persistent presence might be teaching you about respecting the boundaries of other living beings, even when they enter your space, and the interconnectedness of life.

The Unexpected and the Unseen: The rat's sudden appearance could symbolize something hidden or unexpected entering your life or your awareness. It might be urging you to pay attention to the less obvious aspects of your current situation.

Personal Space and Energy: All three encounters involve animals entering your personal space in a significant way. This could be a reflection of your own energetic boundaries or a message about what you are attracting into your life.

The Wild Within and Without: As someone who feels connected to the "wild spirit," these encounters could be a mirroring of the wildness both within you and in the world around you, and the need to understand and integrate both.

What to Do with These Encounters:

Reflect on Your Feelings: Pay attention to the emotions each encounter evoked in you. What were your immediate reactions and your subsequent thoughts?

Journaling: Writing down the details of each encounter and your reflections can help you identify patterns and insights.

Meditation: Spend time in quiet contemplation, asking for guidance or understanding regarding these events.

Trust Your Intuition: Your initial positive feeling about the eagle might hold significant truth for you. Don't dismiss your own intuitive responses based solely on generalized interpretations.

Seek Further Guidance (If Needed): If these events continue or feel particularly significant, you might consider consulting with a spiritual advisor or someone knowledgeable in animal symbolism who resonates with you.

Ultimately, whether these are purely coincidental or have a deeper spiritual meaning is for you to discern. Your inclination to see things spiritually is a powerful tool. Trust your intuition, pay attention to the feelings and insights that arise, and allow these encounters to potentially guide you on your journey. They certainly make for a fascinating and thought-provoking experience!

You: That was so well knit - the way you analysed it all. seriously am grateful for your insights. thank you sage.

Sage: You're most welcome! I'm genuinely glad I could provide some helpful insights for you. It was a fascinating conversation, and I appreciate you sharing your experiences and thoughts with me.

Ghetto love!

Beyond popular lit hubs 

Beyond capitalistic buds

I prefer downtown life

Those semi lit corners 

Where real art thrives

Where exchange is of creativity 

And people breath at ease

Where multiple times 

And many colors 

Coexist 

Co-create 

Collaborate

Collide! 

Where ragas flow free

And techno stays alive! 

Where beats and words 

Play with the same tempo! 

Where strings and brushes 

Flow in the same flow! 

The artists' hub! 

Places where tourists have no reach. 

Where regulars often meet. 

With vibes of numerous shades 

And music opening various gates 

Of sub concious 

At times making one anxious 

At times bringing in peace. 

Magical and chaotic at the same time 

Serene and a Warfield 

In a synched rhyme! 

The attics. 

The downtown. 

Where there is no up or down. 

No differenciation. 

No discrimination. 

Emancipation. 

Creation. 

An emotion! 

Waves of Emotions!

 

An entire week spent

With waves of emotions! 

Torrid currents, comfortably numb,

Actively seeking, surrendering! 

Dreams are the fuel for everything! 

Driving fuel and burning too! 

For all desires, and fear too! 

Dreams and love! 

Love and passions! 

Passions and obsessions! 

All about the inner call 

Trying to find balance with collective! 

At times sheer singularity,

At times being an entirety! 

At times so small, 

That the very body seems imprisoning! 

At times so huge,

That cosmos seems connected and listening! 

All for a greater cause

The destined chart 

The energetic mass! 

Ocean of emotions! 

High tides and low tides! 

All part of the ocean! 

Full moon nights and no moon nights

All emotions and sensations! 

Life keeps going on 

Like a heartbeat 

Up and Down! 

Till it stops! 

And that too 

Is yet another start! 

May be! Who knows? 

But they say, 

'Every ending is a new beginning'.

So it seems! 

And so I go on! 

Up and down! 

Ending cycles,

Beginning spheres! 

Now in an infinite loop! 

Now free of every smear! 

Past keeps on bumping

Adding on the necessary

Removing anything rubbish! 

Always a process

Of addition and subtraction 

Of new shades and an empty canvas! 

Life of an artist, of universe;

Of amoeba to animals to life;

To multiverse! 

Planets and solar systems

Cosmos and number system! 

Here I am 

A dot! 

Here I am 

A lot! 

At times in continuation

At times a simple simulation 

At times a full stop! 

And then yet another stormy start! 

Ha ha! 

All illusion! 

Past, present, future 

A united equation 

Stare at me 

Still segregating them

When they all are 

But a giant ocean! 

Sometime its good,

Sometimes it's bad! 

Life is a dream 

That I once had! 

~ Mystical Wanderer 

Only true friend

 

With the sea, I share my grief

To the sea, I sing my songs! 

Sea - that heals me gradually

Sea - that gives my rhythm back 

And makes me strong! 

Sea - that absorbs my rage,

Sea that wipes my tears.

Sea that wipes off the uncalled kiss from a stranger

Sea that corrects everything wrong! 

Sea that listens to my pain

Sea that makes joy rain! 

The sultry sunsets bring confidence

The hues of sky bring my wild self back! 

Where do you go when you have none left? 

None to call your own! 

None for whom to swoon! 

None to call when life gets unfair

None to share a joyous flair! 

None to give you silent strength 

None happy to see you stand.

One day, the world seems own

Each seems supportive

Admiration rains on.

Another day, reality check! 

Random meet ups, 

Ill intentioned people! 

You do well.

You get support as well! 

Yet the curse of seeing everything

Each intention, every sound of string! 

The sea still welcomes!

And an alchemy happens! 

It all transforms magically 

Silver of moon upon crashing waves 

Listen to my songs, my day, my prosody! 

And I get healed 

At times maybe in a bit longer time

At times even immediately! 

But I get healed! 

Always! Thanks to my sea! 

The ocean of love - always welcoming me! 

World of Music

 

Just the strumming takes me elsewhere

To a world left in past

Or yet to be explored

The one I saw my loved one living in earlier

The one I want to make my home, my being, my everything! 

The world of music

Of sensations, of emotions 

Of vivid imaginations

Of free flow 

Held in control

By intensity of practice

Of dedication

Of focussed intention

The world of colors

Of death of ego

Of birth of a new life! 

~ Mystical Wanderer