The fifth dimension: as a state of perception
For a normal person, the space that we occupy, the things we
see around, the time that passes by and never comes back – is life!
For a little more literate or aware person – our life
involves space and time, i.e., the length, breadth and height that we occupy
and the time that passes by in a linear fashion.
Quantum physics however not only explains multiple universes
giving proper explanations of why various options like Yes, No, maybe, never,
probably, hell yes – all coexist- only distant from our awareness except one;
but it also gives mathematical proof of multiple dimensions being there yet not
all achievable through limited human perception. It says that each dimension
has a set of tangents which double the moment the dimension changes to the next
one. For example, the first dimension is a dot with zero tangents. The second
dimension consists of length and breadth. basically, the cardboard 2-D images,
our drawings or even our shadows. The third dimension is our perceived reality
that gets both height or depth (dependent upon perception or angle) and time.
the fourth dimension has though the same elements but time is not linear there.
One can travel through time same like one can travel through length and breath
in our dimension. In fifth dimension supposedly, there be no distinction
between various objects. All be but energies or lights. And one can travel
through space, time or form as there is no matter but only energy.
Science also says, that there is actually no matter anyway.
That matter too is simply closely knitted energy.
So, in fifth dimension, the particles become so light or so
free that it all becomes one. No distinction. Just free energy.
And likewise, with each shift in energy the tangents
increase and so does the energy or mobility or the liberty of existence.
Spirituality says that we sometimes reach the state of
collective consciousness, when we meditate or are in Turiya' condition or when
we are super connected to the divine within or the energy of earth all around.
Religion says, that there is no supernatural God writing our
stories. It is rather we collectively, called as ‘Bhrahman’ who manifest our
reality. And all that imagination or manifestation happens at that level of
collective consciousness where each individual contributes as per his/her/it’s
experiences and eventually the upcoming future becomes present of the next
time. However, Time is nowhere linear there. It all coexists. Like an ocean
with multiple waves of various timelines all coexisting together.
I too agree with most of these concepts. Probably that’s why
they stay in my mind. And that’s why sci fi intrEsts me so much as though many
things like parallel universes and multiverses or time travel are shown as
fiction there with some kind of scientific explanation, but it all makes sense
to me if I draw a parallel amidst all these notions.
Though I feel rather limited by this thirds dimension, yet
to me time travel sure seems possible via perfumes or songs or memories or
souvenirs or even stories. And though these be rather limited time capsules,
and no one really still knows how to travel through time in their form as it
is, or even amend time… Yet there is so much that we really don’t know. And
these concepts too are rather understandings of humans in their own limited
perceptions of life.
However, it’s again our choice and each has his or her own
explanation of life after all. And these set of theories engage my soul for
sure.
I at times believe that we can even enter various yugas. I
have really experienced it on my own. At my purest of energy or when I really
needed wisdom or bhakti, I reached places where people were so inclined and
devoted and rather believed in humanity. The travel is not just geographical.
It is at all levels.
One can say that various places have different vibes and
practices and travelling through distance can’t be equated with travelling
through time. and this is in a way true as well. Yet there are all kinds of
people everywhere and to me, this specific time travel does make sense. As I
have experienced the worst kind of experiences at those places where I had even
had the best and most pure experiences at other time. I feel it is more about
our choice, our own karmas and soul’s will to be at whichever chosen timeline
or yuga.
Or when I meditate a lot or for consecutive days or at times
months, I again feel closer to collective consciousness. Rather it is more of a
singularity I feel.
Even while travelling, when I be at my purest of energy,
expanding Each day, feeling at home everywhere, that I again feel as if I have
the entire universe right within me. That each person I meet with is part of my
dream or my destiny. That it’s rather a sham – this limited body or life or
relations. That life is much more grand that what it seems.
Back in my childhood, even rocks and sand had life as per
me. I still talk to animals and birds. I feel each atom has life in it. Each
drop of water carries universal memory.
And though at fifth dimension’s level , I feel all expanded
and free… where I be one with all elements, every living or non living being.
Where the entire cosmos lives right within me. And the entire sky still appears
when when I close my eyes – with all its stars and constellations and it’s
magical vibrant hues of morning and evening sun…
Yet, when it comes to third dimension, I feel rather
limited. Things like capitalism, consumerism, various ways of living, people
with their greed and lust and what not, rat race of a society so distant from
nature and their goodness or real self… all these things abhor me. I feel super
suffocated. And at times intentionally imprison my own self within four walls
of home or wherever that I be. As I feel super alienated in this society.
It confuses me at times. If I am cut off from reality. Is
what I see around is rather what is real and all those notions of fifth
dimension are but my imagination or innocence. That reality is ultimately a
jungle and I need to be stronger and wilder and be courageous enough to even be
dark or primitive when it comes to my survival. Or if reality is indeed what we
make out of it. That this too is a phase. And if I really work towards it, I
can probably live at both dimensions by being pure and expanded like 5D yet
here and in the moment like in 3 D. I don’t really know, how to blend them
both.
All my values, my principles seem such a waste in today’s
time – where output is given more weightage than means.
At times, I feel that maybe I never grew uo. That I am
probably living in my world of imagination. At other times, I feel as if I
probably grew up a bit too much too soon… as I realised the flaws in the world
or society later on. Till then, everyone seemed like my own. I was too
trusting, too kind, too loving… Until my trust was broken, my love was taken
advantage of and my emotions were abused.
Did the society change or did my perception? Is it really a
difference between dimensions or my own mind’s focus?
Maybe all these dimensions actually exist. However, right
now I am living at 3 D and therefore, I should be able to excel and ace it. Problem
is, I am not ready to compromise. I am still stubborn to carry forward my
principles or 5 D values, if not love.
3 D taught me what not to do, whom not to engage with, to
not trust, to keep love to myself. 5 D was easy. It was all encompassing, all
endearing. It had space for everyone and I felt home everywhere.
But I don’t feel the same anymore. I do wish for that. I do
seek and crave that. But judgements crawl in. so do the need of the hour. So do
experiences. Forgiveness seems like a key. But till when and at what cost?
Maybe bible talks about the same shift from heaven to earth.
Maybe heaven was 5th dimension and earth was 3rd where
they were sent too, with more knowledge true, but at what cost.
I know love wisdom. I always crave to know more. But the
more I know, the less I feel. The more I dive, the more I forget to swim. And
it all seems endless. Where I keep losing sense of self.
And I though have lost way too much including my ego… but
this constant need to create, destroy, transform, recreate -self with ever
updated knowledge and experiences… this need to begin afresh anytime something
goes bad… it is all in a way closer to spiritual truth that we all keep
changing and we should never be attached to life… but it also takes away
further sense of identity.
And I though feel quite like a fluid… ever changing… free.
Yet 3 D demands something all together different. A fixed form. Matter to be an
identity.
I connect at the level of energy. That’s where I be my
brightest. That’s what I resonate with.
But I am working on my matter form. Don’t know to what
extent. Still not sure at what cost. And then, I still crave to know more about
dimensions that are still not explored!
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