Like a soulmate

 I don't know why

But you seem like a soulmate

Such attraction, such belongingness.

Oh, but you are different.

True, many similarities.

And I loved your humanity.

Only if it was equally passionate.

Oh, but how is the comfort - already there?

How do we simply belong

To each other.

Not really.

But slightly.

And it has nothing to do with my needs or situations.

It's just there - 

This connection.

But do you feel the same?

More I dig in,

More you seem distantly framed.

Maybe you have nothing in mind.

And it's just a vaca

But how do I tell you

Or even explain it to myself?

Why the connection?

Why even so many adjustments.

How the right on you 

How everything bare

With no wall - 

After so long.

Oh, you remind me of someone.

And truly the one who mattered the most 

Forever to be true!

And here you are

But I know nothing about you.

Your life, what you seek in lieu.

And I honestly don't know my type.

For I keep changing

And so do my types

If they ever exist.

Mostly I just crave for the right vibe.

Yours still is bit distracted

A bit less passionate

But oh, so perfectly full of compassion

But a bit less in strength 

To do the dirty work.

Or stand for the right.

But that can be said, 

Even about me.

For I know how to be dark or dirty

But I lack the strength of it.

Or maybe it's my choice.

And maybe it's yours as well.

And that takes even greater strength.

Oh, and somehow I demand your attention inside

I know it for I feel happy 

When you provide 

A little more care

A little more expression.

I feel the pressure when you hold me.

I feel the reason behind your numerous sighs 

Of all types.

Also I like how you handle everything.

Only sometimes, a little too loud

Or a little too mild.

But we are still getting to know each other.

Also I know you got to leave this place.

So am a bit scared for the future.

Of possible attachments

Especially the hollowness that follows separation.

And I also feel proud of my solo existence.

So that's a huge cost

I don't know if you would understand it .

But hey! We manage individual spaces quite well

And also we so smoothly create a mutual world full of fascination

And that twinkle in your eyes again is amazing

But should I even think so much about you or us 

at such an early point 

This temporary phase.

But it doesn't seem as new

I feel like we already knew

Each other and us

Maybe in some other birth.

Maybe it's all my illusion

And these are days just like any other

But Hey! We had such a powerful beginning

To imagine 

Each day at a new place

Every morning a new discovery

About the other, 

About us.

And we are covering leaps of connection

Through silence and sounds

Actions and thoughts.

And even the unsaid is often understood

Except sometimes you forget 

To ask a certain thing

At a certain point.

But it's only been few days.

Really? 

Are you my soulmate? 

Some destined meet for sure.

Only time will help us explore.

Just that, this or more.