For past two days I had been feeling anxious. So anxious that it was difficult to even sleep. Yet I slept for 15 long hours still waking up to a feeling of distress. A suffocation that I couldn't have described. Like something choking my lower throat. Like a heavy weight upon my chest.
I just came to know about this attack of Syria where so many people are suffering because of chlorine gas attack. It made me cry out of distress.
Could they have been connected? I mean I stay so far from them in India. Could I have been catching their vibes and the pain and suffering in it?
This is not the first time that this has happened to me. Often times I realise that the sudden mood swing was timed at the same moment when something huge occurred somewhere else.
Do I feel the energies even far from me?
After all aren't we all connected at the level of our consciousness? Are we not one common unit spread in so many shapes like a mirage. How would one not feel pain if the body gets hurt anywhere?
I can now understand the reason behind my burning eyes. How can I help is what I wonder? How can sending positive vibes to them help them who are sending their last messages to the world?
People who are alive in one moment and blown right then?
And if we are just recycled atoms of the five elements - who knows how many of them do I share my DNA with.
It is my soul which is hurt. My legs are paining. Mind so anxious that I have no control over it. I just wanna cry. And I don't know the reason of it.
I felt like I would die the last night. I felt I was having this psychic revelation with knowing my death before it's occurrence.
It seems insane to me even now - this idea of connecting that disaster to my sudden nervous breakdown but I know that the connection lies. For I can feel it.
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