My own Meta-human

So if you get a chance to go back again to one of your pasts...where will you go?
I, well I thought about it and I was immediately transported to one spot. And then the spot before that. Which made me wonder, what if this today becomes yet another spot in some future time? And I realised, everything had it's own relevance in past - each and every single dot. It was all incomprehensible at that point, in that state of mind. But now I can see it clearly, once it has all happened and now it's like a cloud.
Flash got a chance to go into his past, he didn't change it. Later he did change. What if I get to change. What will I change? Would I? But wasn't it the opportunity cost. Can I sacrifice what I got instead of first? I think each had it's value. All taught me something and made me what I am today.
I think I am way too passive in present. But am I not gaining depth at the same time? I know I will miss this too. For this too makes a part of me in my journey.
Flash though worked hard to get his power back. He didn't feel complete without his power. I just need my wander. Mystical Wanderer seeks her travels - at the same extensive level. Once your life becomes extraordinary. Ordinary stays a charm only when you taste it in little amount. Ordinariness is so not me now. It all seems mundane - this life - the one everyone leads.
I just can't give up my dreams. Can't be ordinary. Why else would I have lived in so much extra-ordinariness for so long.
I wouldn't have been subjected to so much of magic in my life. I would then have been satisfied in the normal. But I have grown out of those dimensions.
Moon is different amidst mountains accompanied by so many constellations and this tiny light of cosmos right upon my head trying to calm my crown chakra.
Flash got to go in the land of speedforce. Would I get to go back to my cosmic land as well? For that I got to get back my wander. The key is hidden in the lock. The answer is right in the question.
Got to figure out. Time travel? No. But the past knew a better technique? I too have Dr. Wells in my life. Like had a few of them. For I learned from many. Many are no more there building me further up.
I am all on my own. My own inspiration. My own goldsmith. My own Meta-human.