Waiting for a knock

I keep waiting for a knock
Again n again
I look at the door
as if someone's awaited
and I know who it is
or maybe
I seek a new shore
and I imagine
estranged meetings
where I don't know
who it is
yet I know
it is not to be missed
like this is written for me
to meet so n so
right here suddenly
but then it scares me too
if I get any knock
I remember a recent happening
where a knock brought havoc
an animal entered to give surprise
he yelled, he was violent
he caused demise
And yet there is some knock
awaited for sure
that animal here
never belonged
But who then is it
that my spirit is looking for
what is this incident
that will happen for sure
an year before I had this feeling
I underwent immense changes
wounds and healing
Here after a plastic surgery
of my heart and soul
I try to work
far off from before
and I think of no old things
or maybe undergo
specters of visions
I let them go
Why then is this anxiety
what is it
so sure of immensity
aah! This mind
it springs in unknown mines
Changes I seek
I accept in my life
For I have no option
but to flow n shine.
Why then
is this warning
at the realm of psyche
untold dawning
To make me stronger
and prepared perhaps
How can I rescue myself
from an unfelt emotion
How can for an unknown theme
I can get dressed?
I keep waiting for a knock
Again n again
I look at the door.

Written by - Mystical Wanderer