Its a strange world that runs behind money... Where relations are kept aside for lust n money.. Where man is so dependent on his desires that feelings and emotions are long forgotten. It is this material world that I am expected to survive in. It is this politics that I am supposed to handle.
Yeah, I'm a brave girl. My mom has made me thus strong that I can face any situation... Or maybe growing up taught me all this. But isn't it inhuman and so unfair - like I don't want to be a part of all this at all and yet I am pulled into it.
Maybe it's all in my mind - this unbalance. Maybe it's just a phase, just a day where rather than my usual peaceful content mental state I am complaining/ I am angry. I am upset.
But I just can't understand the reason of it all... The biased society.. The politics in it... The money mindedness of it. The lust of it.
They tell me to not be this open. To do whatever yet hide it in social platform. My question - Why? If it is OK to do it while I hide it.
Why should I fake it? Why should I hide things that everyone does yet can't accept or digest it openly?
In an instant you realize what all people hide inside... People who admire you... People who call you their own... One open statement and all that goody admiration flies away.
Its disgusting - this version of society. I can't fake it. I can't be all goody at all times. I can't pretend to be someone I am not.
Yeah, I'm a brave girl. My mom has made me thus strong that I can face any situation... Or maybe growing up taught me all this. But isn't it inhuman and so unfair - like I don't want to be a part of all this at all and yet I am pulled into it.
Maybe it's all in my mind - this unbalance. Maybe it's just a phase, just a day where rather than my usual peaceful content mental state I am complaining/ I am angry. I am upset.
But I just can't understand the reason of it all... The biased society.. The politics in it... The money mindedness of it. The lust of it.
They tell me to not be this open. To do whatever yet hide it in social platform. My question - Why? If it is OK to do it while I hide it.
Why should I fake it? Why should I hide things that everyone does yet can't accept or digest it openly?
In an instant you realize what all people hide inside... People who admire you... People who call you their own... One open statement and all that goody admiration flies away.
Its disgusting - this version of society. I can't fake it. I can't be all goody at all times. I can't pretend to be someone I am not.
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