I don't know why
But you seem like a soulmate
Such attraction, such belongingness.
Oh, but you are different.
True, many similarities.
And I loved your humanity.
Only if it was equally passionate.
Oh, but how is the comfort - already there?
How do we simply belong
To each other.
Not really.
But slightly.
And it has nothing to do with my needs or situations.
It's just there -
This connection.
But do you feel the same?
More I dig in,
More you seem distantly framed.
Maybe you have nothing in mind.
And it's just a vaca
But how do I tell you
Or even explain it to myself?
Why the connection?
Why even so many adjustments.
How the right on you
How everything bare
With no wall -
After so long.
Oh, you remind me of someone.
And truly the one who mattered the most
Forever to be true!
And here you are
But I know nothing about you.
Your life, what you seek in lieu.
And I honestly don't know my type.
For I keep changing
And so do my types
If they ever exist.
Mostly I just crave for the right vibe.
Yours still is bit distracted
A bit less passionate
But oh, so perfectly full of compassion
But a bit less in strength
To do the dirty work.
Or stand for the right.
But that can be said,
Even about me.
For I know how to be dark or dirty
But I lack the strength of it.
Or maybe it's my choice.
And maybe it's yours as well.
And that takes even greater strength.
Oh, and somehow I demand your attention inside
I know it for I feel happy
When you provide
A little more care
A little more expression.
I feel the pressure when you hold me.
I feel the reason behind your numerous sighs
Of all types.
Also I like how you handle everything.
Only sometimes, a little too loud
Or a little too mild.
But we are still getting to know each other.
Also I know you got to leave this place.
So am a bit scared for the future.
Of possible attachments
Especially the hollowness that follows separation.
And I also feel proud of my solo existence.
So that's a huge cost
I don't know if you would understand it .
But hey! We manage individual spaces quite well
And also we so smoothly create a mutual world full of fascination
And that twinkle in your eyes again is amazing
But should I even think so much about you or us
at such an early point
This temporary phase.
But it doesn't seem as new
I feel like we already knew
Each other and us
Maybe in some other birth.
Maybe it's all my illusion
And these are days just like any other
But Hey! We had such a powerful beginning
To imagine
Each day at a new place
Every morning a new discovery
About the other,
About us.
And we are covering leaps of connection
Through silence and sounds
Actions and thoughts.
And even the unsaid is often understood
Except sometimes you forget
To ask a certain thing
At a certain point.
But it's only been few days.
Really?
Are you my soulmate?
Some destined meet for sure.
Only time will help us explore.
Just that, this or more.
