Thursday, January 28, 2021

Adios my love!




 If you are done,

Then so am I.

Maybe that is indeed

Cosmic designed. 

For so long did I pursue you 

In vain.

It would have been natural

Had it meant to be.

Maybe it was all 

Only in my mind.

Some image of your.

Some utopian rhyme.

Maybe I brought it all to myself.

The emotional tide

The highs and lows.

Aah! I have nothing against you.

All I have is gratitude.

For it was your vibe

That helped me 

Experience love with that might.

Where you did nothing

Yet your presence was everything.

If your mere being there

Could invoke so many emotions

I wonder how flooded the world would have been

Had I got 

Even an ounce of reciprocation.

Farewell my friend!

Live your life free.

I release you today

From any bonds or memories.

For maybe 

We were never meant to be.

How else could you have

Not felt or seen

My love's intensity, sanctity, immensity.

Adios! Live your life free.

My love deserves reciprocation!

I choose love today. I choose living free. 

Free from your blames and names.

Free from your inability to ever claim

Me or my love

When there was nothing but surrender

For years I did wait.

But now, it's late

A new morning is calling 

And this route

I must take

It's a divine calling

Adios! Says the 'Rake'! 


~ Mystical Wanderer 

Monday, January 18, 2021

Sun sakta hai to sun




 Kai meelon door

Kai Parton andar

Agar sun sakta hai to sun

Har dhadkan tujhe pukarti hai

Har dhun tujhe manti hai

Meri rooh ki saadgi

Janmon ki pyaas bhi

Mera har andaaz

Nakhre naaz

Ankhon ka raaz

Sar ka taaj

Bas tera ehsaas

Bas teri awaaz


Waqt ke panne palat kar dekh

Peeche bhi hum they

Agey bhi hum milenge


Akele nai hai tu

Jab bhi jagega

Saath khade milenge.


Teri taal par mere ghunghru naachte huye

Tere sur se sur milate huye

Tujhe taakte huye

Muskurate huye

Tujh par faqr rakhte

Tujhe lubhate huye 


Kai meelon door

Kai parton andar

Sun sakta hai to sun

Teri hun mai

Aur tu mera

Ye koi haq nai

Yeh rishta hai gehra

Rooh se rooh ka milan

Bin chue sirhan

Pakeezgi aur zindagi

Ka milan

Man hi man

Man hi man


A parallel reality

 



I have an empty house

I also have a wish to meet

And oh! How am gonna love you

Like a dog seeks food on street.

And you appear so close

For often my eyes see

That thirst in your eyes

The untold plight.

And yet this ego you wear

That is the only wall.

Now I may knock it down 

In a simple blow.

Call you over.

And I know

You will come.

You won't have any other go.

But then you know

I too have the same stardust.

Aah! This same ego.

Maybe in a parallel world

Where we talk often

And you keep up with

What's going on in my swirls

There we don't just live in formalities

But interact and understand

And live without dualities.

There, we just use these

Tiny oppertunities.

We meet and make love.

In a parallel reality. 

Sunday, January 17, 2021

How intimate


 


How closer could we have come, 

when we knew each other for years along,

when we even made love 

when the stars were strong.

when we were indeed there 

despite of time's round.

And still 

you you had the audacity

to consider our bond to be

not so strong.

To appear to be an unknown.

To meet me as someone and not your very own.

What a waste of a real connection.

How silly are human actions.

- Mystical Wanderer

Friday, January 15, 2021

Misty Night

 



So so foggy 

Misty, magical.

Realm of ethereal.

Here I wish for a sign

Like a torchlight waving 

From the window across

And I am gonna shine a light 

From my spot. 

And two souls will communicate

In this foggy misty night. 

Who knows it begins

A fairy tale. 

My own story.

Aah! Am a romantic at heart. 

Spinning and weaving 

With my imagination and dreams. 

Dancing and waltzing 

To an inner monologue

Still believing in super natural

Still wishing for rainbows and unicorns.

~ Mystical Wanderer

Sunday, January 10, 2021

Rebirth

 



It's a rebirth. 

Specially made of love. 

Self healed. Self served. 

It's a rebirth. 

Taking out my wand

To manifest, to comprehend. 

It's a magical energy. 

So relieving. So free. 

Free from my fears. Finally!

So enchantingly. 

Almost orgasmically. 

And it's a shower of blessing. 

From earth to sky - connecting me.

Oh! The heaves of relief. 

So refreshing. So full of love. 

A new me. Fearlessly. 

From root to heart. 

Till head. 

Throbbing with love energy. 

It feels beautiful.

This unison with me.

For the first time in my life

I have loved me

This focussed. 

This magically. 

Oh the morning fog

With occasional drizzle

The music along

This feeling so free. 

This cosy, this cold.

Back with inner warmth. 

Oh! It's beautiful.

So magical. 

So much at peace. 

It's a rebirth. 

The butterfly effect. 

The chosen way. 

Manifesting happiness.

Creating creation.

Connecting to the cosmos.

Aligning beyond dimensions. 

So one. So free. 

In love with me. 


~ Mystical Wanderer