I wish to die

What to do?
Where to go?
Should I kill myself?
Should I just flow?
But the water is still.
And heart so heavy.
It's been so long
An eternal waiting.
Patience is giving up
So is the strength.
Fuck you life
Still I got to stand.
Why are people born?
Why the agony called life?
Why this whole ordeal
Of a living hell?
Why the names and blames
The human clan!
The dumb chains
So frustrated themselves.
What should I do?
Where should I go?
Should I die?
Should I just flow?
But where and how?
I wish to die
Any how.