Monday, January 23, 2017

So Hi Bangalore


It's strange
How a place
Changes it's significance
Along with the people
With whom you once shared it.
Back here in Bangalore
There is a picturesque
Of people running in my mind.
How strange.
None is here
With the same connection
Anymore.
Time changed
So did people
And situations.
Will my hawks come by
And fly over me
The same way?
Will I go to the old boulevards
Along with my besti
And feel the same?
Is it possible?
There were people
Who claimed to love me
Beyond all measures
Once.
And they probably did.
But no more.
It now seems
Some other shore.
And in these waves
Of emotions
I go further aback.
I remember the time
Much before that.
When a happy experimental I
Landed in this city.
No friends, no people.
It was still
The love for the city.
And that is what I can connect to
My own entity.
So Hi Bangalore
With all my heart.
Am ready
For yet another start.
Love.

To Bangalore with love


Back in this city
Opportunities!
Feel good factor
Good vibes.
I feel beautiful.
Like I can achieve
Anything I want.
Anything I desire.
The endless green trees outside
A bright sun
After a long time.
I feel warm.
Relaxed.
Me.
Happy and free.
Hello dear Bangalore.
What is it
that you gonna teach me
This time.
Each union with you
Gives me something new.
I wanna dive in deep
In you.

In the flight


First step sorted.
Relaxed now.
Guess expectations would be
Too selfish.
Already it's insane.
Like way too much luck.
Good one.
The bright side.
After each rough ride.
The will and surprise.
Cosmos!
In the flight.
With moon outside.
It's a hollow feeling. 
Yet so so sorted.
Like I know the next step
After a long time.
And even the broad next 
Milestones.
And this in it self
Is a state achieved.
Aah! What a feeling.
And I am yet
To take a flight.

Travelling again


Travelling again
Packing, deadlines.
Shit, I feel so responsible.
Again.
This time I made it difficult
Or it is supposed to be
Flights. Time.
People resting on my words.
This time
It feels even better.
These five minutes
The little halt
Just before a journey.
In my own city.
Tommorow will be
Somewhere else.
Or rather today.
If it will be.
Happy.
Excited.
Bit tensed.
I don't know why.
In evening
I wanted to cry.
Now it feels good.
Or maybe I will be
Relieved.
Once I will reach.
I feel responsible.
Cheers to travel.
Again.

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Time - it takes a toll


Time
It always takes a toll
Like you plan one thing
Another moment happens
Something different
All together.
Something beyond
imagination.
So different that it
Almost feels
Impossible.
So not to plan?
Is it?
Well! Plans are good.
You anyhow have
No escape from it.
It happens unconsciously
So subtle
Inside mind.
And the broad destinations
Become mere directions.
The charm lies
In flowing with flow.
To still go.
Despite of obstructions.
To just have this will inside.
The dream.
The dedication.
And let time unfold
It's desire.
Wait till you let time
Take a toll.
And enjoy the ride
The ups and downs.
It plays with you
I tell you.
Like there is a cake
in front of you
And suddenly it will vanish.
And when you feel
You gonna be dead
Comes the oxygen supply.
Wait till you let time
Take it's toll.
It's a wonder ride.
The climb and fall.
Flow with the flow
And reach
Where you are
Supposed to reach.
Time
It always takes a toll.

Friday, January 20, 2017

To travel


To travel
Is all I want.
Career is one big obstruction.
So are degrees.
I wish to merge it all
My passions and talents.
Along with patience.
But the people
The immediate ones.
They stay concerned.
And then the world.
Everything so sold to money.
You are judged
Evaluated, branded.
Not that it matters.
But it effects.
In all matters.
Respect, dignity, peace.
How everything is webbed
In the thing called society.
Are they not part of the same
System.
I want peace.
The same I get
On mountains
Or beside sea.
Staring into eternity
Of sky or water.
Being one with elements.
But how do I reach there.
Dependency.
I hate it.
Getting a job
Not that big a deal.
But wasting my time
Day and night
In petty issues.
That is my issue.
I believe my ways.
I have faith in cosmos.
I know my journey
Is taking me
Where I am destined to be.
But the career becomes
an obstruction.
So do degrees.
To travel
Is all I want.
But I have faith
Guess that's what matters.